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  • Consistently faithful

    In the beginning you raise your children

    They only know your laws

    They only know their laws

    They only know your response to their laws

    They will rise rebel against your laws

    You must be firm in your foundation

    Or their laws will rule

  • Seek source

    Seek source of desire

  • Ephath

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    Prayed this morning

    That if I am putting the chariot before the horse

    If I am asking to do your will

    Before asking how to listen

    Before asking how to respond to you

    Slow me down

    To have a better relationship with you

    Before doing anything in your name

    Before doing anything for you

    To understand how you communicate

    With me

    Specifically

    Because I listen differently than anyone else

    The lense

    You affixed over my eyes

    See differently than anyone else

    Word of the day

    Isaiah 55:6 NLT
    
    [6] Seek the Lord while you can find him. Call on him now while he is near.

    I asked BflyMary gummy tolerance reset yesterday

    Then decided to double gummy today

    Double inhale

    Brought me slowly up to just shy of where I used to be

    With one inhale

    Yet perfectly

    To where I feel connected

    With all senses

    Sitting with Zen and writing this post

    Isiah breathed on my prayer

    Stop thinking volleyball mechanics

    Stop incessantly snacking

    Seek

    Ask

    I am here
    As I always am

    Final thought

    My actual thought I digressed

    This whole post

    Is to seek His face, before His hand

    Daily bread song

    I am eating yogurt on couch

    Zen next to be

    Anxiously fixated on my bowl

    God’s creation is constantly at work

    We ask for His disruption for our desire

    Instead of understanding His creation

    Walking along side it