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Excited to wake up at 4:45
Not excited to face the cold outside of my bed canopy
Move!
Threw some clothes into laundry wool, take a deep breath, brush squat, moisturized
Start The Chosen Bible study homework season 2 episode 7
I constantly gave up my view and perspective and opinion to keep peace to the anger
I do not like anger
I do not like to see it
I will avoid it by changing myself
By willingly allow myself to be killed
Reflecting dead eyes
To keep the peace
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After dealing big
I drove to the restaurant with my own agenda and plan
Of what I wanted to talk about or leave the meal feeling
Before turning into the restaurant
My attention was snatched… 🔗
By a sign
Then I was graced with being on time
When he was not
40 minutes in the desert
For me to realize
The sign I passed earlier
I needed to throw away my agenda
Tame my new found emotions
Invite the Holy Spirit to guide the conversation
And 3 minutes later
Bill arrived
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