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  • Love me like you

    20251111

    Like you by metya

    I have been lamenting to you Lord

    You have told me that man should not be alone

    My heart yearns for a helper

    You have sent me the Holy Spirit to help me

    He uplifts my spirit and gives me strength

    Though I am still of this world

    I yearn a worldly helper

    Lord God you have blessed me with experiencing unconditional love here on Earth

    I petition that you allow me to continue to have it

    I pray that Sendy comes to you Lord

    I am convicted that you are real

    I am convicted that you are the way

    I shall not worship other idols

    I shall not be led astray

    If she can only come in this way

    Then I will only choose the promised land instead

    Lord, I pray you take her away from my heart

    If I cannot have her to wed

    I will love her forevermore

    She will only be in my life if it aligns with your will

    Cuz she has loved me more than anyone ever has in this world

    But she cannot love me like you

    I found my home in you

    And there is no going back now

    Thank you Lord for pursuing me

    Constantly

  • Trusting to ask

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    Why not ask help

    Why pain

    I do not trust they judge me not

    Inadequacy, invalid, illogical, embarrassing

    When I asked before

    Anger, annoyance, undesired, apathy

    After asking before

    Guilt, shame, debt, bitterness

    Why ask

    When no asking

    Control of current

    Joy, peace, pain, strength

    More than after effect of

    Asking before

    Mis-characterisation

    Deep sore spot

    Know it all, undeserving, undesired, judged no need

    Asking before

    Isolated me, stacked response to future

  • Bedtime story

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    Mission Church sermon

    Bedtime story of Daniel to child


    What would it like to resolve in your heart to consistency honor God….no matter what

    Unhindered heart’s ruthless trust


    Squeeze inside out

    Fruits

    Refine by fire