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Realizing tension is a necessity in life
Self help is an oxymoron
We cannot help ourself
That is just called
doing what we are doing
If there is no tension
You flow that direction
To help is to have something not of the self influence the self
God is the Good helper
To provide Good tension
To stay expectant
Yet not strain
..Run yet not grow weary.. (ISA 40:31)
..Walk yet not faint.. (ISA 40:31)
20251118
After the commands
Attention grabbing song lyrics yesterday shuffled worship
About panting of the water by the deer
So my soul pants for you Lord
God worked in surround sound in my new book club with kip
Page 18 referencing PSA 42:1-2
Aw Tozer, the pursuit of God
That Rister n vander ark gifted me before
Thank you for talking to me Lord
Do not be afraid or discouraged, for the Lord will personally go ahead of you. He will be with you; he will neither fail you nor abandon you
As I was being tested
I was encouraged (aka… 🔗 given a pep talk/ supported/ helped/ cheered on) to be spirited