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Yup. I have a meeting with her this week to discuss next steps.

I have volunteered in just about every position at church, been at every group event offered, and special events for the past 2 years (wow tomorrow is the start of rooted so literally 2 years since we all started this journey together). Not with the intention of seeking a wife, but also we arent that old of a church. It is not part of God’s plan for me for now (hopefully not ever, but Thy will be done before my desires). I am no longer concerned about it. I do not need a wife to complete me nor validate me like i did in the past. She will be a beautiful addition to help, but if i only have the Lord, I will be satisfied.

I may not be able to relate to the ministry of having kids, but i am a product of a mother that had 3 kids that escaped from a country where she had to come to terms with the idea that she will never see her parents or siblings (that did not escape here too) again without a high school education or formal english learning then to deal with a boyfriend who cheats on her with her childhood bestfriend and literal neighbor. I have lived a life of a tired mother on a nail salon salary without family support. Who i thought didnt love me and pawned us off to our God family, but learned this week how it tore her heart apart that she failed her children and that they did not bat an eye to leave for 3 months.