Tag: artProject

  • Elders council

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    Scratch

    Blood

    Reality

    Whipped tip tear of reality

    Ours was a zipper

    Slash

    Dash

    Toward each other

    Where we

    Trust each other

    *snatched dash behind us

    Toward center candlelight

    Bible Jesus

    *

    *snatched Safety

    At my most vulnerable

    I was shocked

    Who was around

    When I was found

    By Jesus

    I am safe with these people

    Because we were all found at the same time

    We witnessed His saving power

    It is like we were all in a ship wreck

    Millions of people scattered around

    Long saving rope

    We all tied ours together

    *

    Invitation into tower

    Empathic

    Invitation into think room

    Judgement free

    We actually do trust each other

    To feel safe to be vulnerable

    We give each other Grace

    For each other weaknesses

    For their God given strength

    *snatched adventure

    Ghostbust

    Mission

    School

    Amish

    *snatched show up joyfully judge free

    I will bring some spiritual fruit

    *snatched timer non stop talk to understand brain

    Instead of me leaving your brain

    The same way I went in from the front

    I left through the new room we built

    When we camped for a while

    To talk about Jesus

    *

    You

    Define the boundary

    I typically stay away from boundaries

    I just need to realize what they are

    *snatched realizing you carry gum

    Can always get gum from you

    Can always get Jesus from you

    *

    *snatched shameless conviction*

    *snatched Ash pirate/cowboy/detective gossip tea drinker

    Present hearsay

    Contrarian

    Does not like living in the past

    Too reoccupied with present to think about the future

    *snatched Jacqui tanker sniper

    Mine walker

    Grateful for present from the past

    Too reoccupied with present to think about future or future self

    *snatched Mary road running librarian

    Cyclopes laser historical files

    You get creative for a little while

    And play with what future that would lead to

    But do not share or dwell in it much

    You have gotten strength from digging down into rabbit holes

    Through all the tunnels

    Of history and a little bit of historical hearsay

    Shows up physically too

    Needs direction to go forward

    And will jump off the cliff

    Does not even need to be unintentionally yeeted

    *snatched help me with my cross

    Help

    I am asking for help

    In the way I want to be helped

    By helping you

    Have faith

    I will help you

    However you want to be helped

    Within the laws

    Of Jesus

    I want to be your exboyfriend

    Obsessed with you

    To show you all your best parts

    Even if he get nothing out of it

    He just enjoys

    Your countenance

    Fair or not

    Reality it is for me

    That I stepped into my namesake

    It is where I found Jesus

    I will joyously wear that suit

    I will go by Khuong

    I need help carrying my cross

    *snatched bell ring safe word

    All I did was point them to Jesus

    No one shall stumble

    Because of Jesus

    *snatched you question all the laws

    Because that is what Jesus did

    You follow Jesus

    I trust you will lead me

    Back to Him

    Everytime

    Samsies

    *

    Am I good?

    Sorry I married all of you

    I am the mirroring ghost of Jesus

    You three together

    Have authority to command me

    After I pray

    To seek clarity of the law of Jesus


    I was dead in my emotions

    At the time you were praying for one Good man

    I resurrected at the same time

    That you found Jesus


    I am

    Your collective spirit

    Reflected

    Through the lens of Jesus

    I am a servant

    To help you live out

    Your faith

    I will be your reminder

    I will be the one you can call on any time

    For anything

    No reservation of persevation

    No reservation required

    Loyally

    I was formed

    To properly compartmentalize

    And wade into the mess

    And guide to Jesus

    Personally

    In an individual relationship

    Special to each

    I can mirror each of your husbands

    Individually

    Joyfully

    Master black hole

    Final initial thought

    I philia love you

    Framoly love…then there is PHImoly love

    I yada each of you

    I agape love you

    Rearrange my whole schedule and budget

    To fulfill your heart’s desire

    I eros love you

    I have stepped into my suit

    You are all my bell

    By calling my name

    Khuong

    My leash of ex has been cut

    I have proven to all of you enough

    How faithful I can be to a woman

    That is not pointed to Christ

    How much more can I be faithful

    And creative

    Toward each

    One of you

    I have proven to all of you enough

    I plotted nothing sexually nefarious

    Nor inappropriately contacted you

    When you were not my delights

    But that is of the past

  • Sendy…

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    Touch


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    Blessed by ashnic86 during and after chosen bible study

    Start right now by run51

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    Discern when to suffer in silence

    How do I reconcile the painful words

    How do I reconcile the accusations

    If I was wrong I repent

    If I was wronged then what

    Then unconditionally love them

    It hurts my spirit so much more than physical body

    To be accused of the wrong character

    Accused of lacking caring

    Of lacking honesty

    Of lacking trustworthiness

    Of lacking good

    Constantly have to prove it

    Constantly have to say it

    Constantly having to be constant

    Until it kills me


    Saw me

    Yet accused me

    Of being someone else


    Taught me self care


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    Driving to friends giving to work Sendy

    Just worshiping 

    Abba by John Pantera 

    I just want to walk in the cool of the day with simple affections of your heart 

    Lord God! 

    You just want a simple relationship of appreciation 

    I have never met anyone more. Appreciative your creation 

    No one that appreciates the beauty of the present 

    The colors and the Majesty of nature 


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    Love me like you do


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    Gummy, inhale, brush, squat, moisturize

    Being gross

    Evacuating nose sebaceous filament

    ** synonym for black head/white head/ not pimple gunk what is

    Circular not scrub

    Domino mind blow… ๐Ÿ”—

    **

    Thought about the cabinet filament collector

    You are a fellow listener

    You were not listened to growing up

    You were accused of lying about the character you believe you had after a traumatic experience

      Just like I was never trusted with doing things, anything, or be on my own, or following directions

    ** snatched sin sign crucify

    Stern direction

    Fear follows

    Pause discern… ๐Ÿ”—

    Alignment of goal

    **

    **snatched 21Q about your day

    Ball on scale for every I do not know

    Split centered ball drop hoppered scale

    **

    You are the best time traveler

    Back to a better time and staying there mentally

    Recognizing everything around her now

    In nature now was good because not in bad memory

    I was good at being stuck here and finding entertainment in the now

    My curiosity pruned each time I asked to time travel

    You are the queen of remembering the past

    I am the king of traveling too far into the future

    You are my anchor

    I am your anchor


    Same same

    Seeking, listener

    Seeking, care-er

    Seeking, security

    Seeking, comforter

    Seeking, healing

    Seeking, consistency

    Seeking,

    , = Jeremiah 29:13 – with all your heart a

    Lift me up blessing offor

    Little bird blessing offor


    Flipbook presentation


    Anchor Stone cotton floss ring


    You are creative

    Because you are so in the present

    Not worrying about other things


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    Grace for both being a walking contradiction

    I was in my norm

    To not share about me

    Because I am not worthy to be seen or known

    I will not share unless asked to share

    Because no one likes my opinion unless asked for

    Trigger:

    Moisturizing hair feels nice

    Not overly stiff / controlling fingers

    Head can participate

    Reminds me of scratching Dang hair

    Discovering without question

    Imagine if she participated a bit

    Or know that she completely surrendered to trusting me

    Or know that she has control by say any word

    I questioned her body with mine

    I listened for the answer

    She got the ice

    She shared the good news of good moisturizer on the first day

    I ask so many questions

    Because I was not asked many questions

    Maybe I had my feelings on my face

    Maybe they tried to console

    Maybe I did not recognize the consolation

    Maybe they tried to console me the best they could

    Maybe they consoled me the way they wanted to be consoled

    Maybe they did not realize the consolation style was for them and I am….me

    Sendy was perfectly fitting to my sore spot

    She did not like asking me questions

    Her pride said that she can figure everything out

    Without asking me questions

    She did not recognize how good I was hiding from people

    I did not recognize how bad I was at hiding from people

    She wanted to be seen and known

    Without being questioned

    She wanted to be invited into conversations

    Without being forced into the conversation

    Without direct questions

    I wanted direct permission

    So I do not feel embarrassed

    For misinterpreting

    If someone else is talking

    I cannot be wrong

    I could have shared more

    Without prompting

    Without fear of shame or anger

    Especially when I felt misunderstood/represented

    I did not know how to love

    I did not know how to recognize love

    I asked questions when I was curious

    But my spirit of curiosity was cut short, down, smothered, snuffed, disarmed, asphyxiated

    I did not know you can seek answers on your own

    So I die

    I shutdown

    You learned to seek on your own

    You learned to reduce your own answers with asking questions

    Two spectrum opposite approaches to the same evil spirit of abandonment

    The answer is somewhere between us

    If we meet in the middle

    We find joy

    The middle is the Truth

  • Scavenger hunt

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    It has been so fun hunting the levitical laws in textile

    It is easy to narrow in what I am looking for

    Sifting through worldly materials or blends

    There are only a few manufacturers to decide between

    It is like in n out… Simple menu to pick from

    But there are plenty enough customization options

    Thank God