Tag: cloud7

  • Two trees day 1

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    Word of God vs current reality

    Space of tension in the between

    Qvh

    Existing in faith

    Be bold to pray in faith

    Faith is being certain in the unknown

    Living in the space of tension

    Aka space of faith

    So used to dropping the other end of the rope

    Everyone has dropped a bit of faith in truth

    Everyone has dropped it for someone else

    Holding firm in two realities

    Stability … Abram GEN 15:6 is stable in faith in God

    Gen 12 to 15 is 14 years

    25 years of stable faith before the promise was fulfilled to have a child

    Abram waited 16 years after Ishmael for Isaac

    Sarai offered Abram the apple of control

    Abram chose to control the situation

    God does not shame or abandon Abram

    Still blesses Ishmael

    Still fulfills God’s original promise for Isaac

    Not perfect endurance

    Not perfection

    Return to trust

    Allow God to restore my dropping of the rope

    God give me strength to endure the tension I tried to get out of

    This is biblical faith

    Control is trying to resolve tension on your own

    Faith is allowing tension to resolve in trusting God

    When waiting feels unbearable

    We give up faith for control

    Without faith, it is impossible to please God

    Help me with my unbelief

  • You never left

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    I think about you

    So often

    After we broke up

    More than just missing you

    More like what it would be like if you were here

    Now

    How much more enjoyable it is

    Not doing anything in particular

    Just being you

    I could not see that about myself

    I hung out with you so much

    I think I got to know you just about as much as I would if we were together

    *snatched reality ripper

    Schizo

    Intense drug trip of paranoia

    Zipper drop in other realities

    Describe the bag

    Jesus returns as Terminator humanoid

    Or as nature

    *

  • In the waiting

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    Enjoying Zipair food

    Enjoying In The Waiting by Kina Grannis

    Enjoying this prayer

    I pray blessings on the hands that prepared the food

    I pray for Japan in their logical nation wide spirit to turn to the Lord

    I pray Sendy…

    Pray what for her?

    I am just excited for her arrival in my next season

    I have not been this excited since the arrival of the Holy Spirit into my heart at my baptism

    I have seen all of her

    I have seen all of her obstacles breakable by Jesus

    I am excited to see it bloom into this kingdom of reality

    I am going to want to savor every moment

    For as long as I can

    Just like taking the smallest nibbles of my meal

    I do not need this food immediately in belly

    I have fasted for a whole day before

    I know going faster is not life or death situation

    So then be graced with the fact that

    Food does not need to taste Good

    God did it because of Love

    So enjoy it as long as you can

    *snatched thank Cheeto God

    For providing nourishment

    Well thank God for giving Cheeto the opportunity

    Thank Gala for nourishment

    Well the grocery store for providing it

    Well the delivery guy for bringing it from the factory

    Well the plantation that waters the trees

    Well God for the water and growing the tree and His ultimate providence

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    Snack all day to experience that grace all the time

    Realize it is a risk

    The more grace you invest

    The more you risk the consequences

    Of its laws

    If you eat too much salt you will thirst

    Too little and the flavor is bland

    Too much processed may contain allergens

    Such it is with nibbling on the knowledge of righteousness