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After generating some fun
I was scheming my love story for you
Like help you up from chair
Putting my thumb over your hand
And going slightly faster
To give you confidence I am there to support where you are going
*snatched circular statement
Write one priority on circle paper
Each
** snatched art upsidedown water bubble
Upside down air bubble
After unfocused myself
Find something about it interesting
Find God in it
Find
He told you if you wanted to hear
You must sacrifice your desires
To have True fun
Humble yourself to The Unknowing
To The Knowing
Childhood youngest unheard
Heard with annoyance, confusion, frustration, pity, superiority
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Benson shares daily bread by Pat Barrett and Kari Jobe
Love that song
I will seek your face before I seek your hand
Woke at 5 excited for my puff and ponder session
Good morning Lord God
Here is what I want to bring to you
To help me with
Revelation graced
What does it mean to come to the Lord without intention of getting something out of it?
Just to walk in the cool of the day
Not to get advice
Not to get
Just be
Enjoy His great countenance
I have what the hart panteth for (Psalm 42)
Bask
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Praying for Sendy this morning on the way to volleyball after greedily taking a puff after waking up late
Asking how I can help
Sendy have an encounter with Jesus
The weight of the Roman soldier’s faith graced
Weight of Judas in the chosen season 5 (later chatting with Mary) frustrated that Jesus did not call him to help with his unique abilities graced
Weight of Luke 19:40 graced
I do not need to do anything
Just be the salt and light as in Mat 5:13-16
God can do all things beyond my imagination (eph 3:20)
For now
I will deny myself
My fleshly desires to wed
The one I believe is my earthly person
Be satiated with her countenance
As I seek and feast on the countenance of the One
I believe is my heavenly person