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Awake a few times, but tired and arose at 5:30 because of volleyball
Inhaled, dance worshipped, unshamefully came to a conclusion
God is a genius
Shari shared yesterday that God made her crippled intentionally
Perfectly
If she was able bodied
She should have offed herself already
She is still seeking.. the perfection of His plan
And I pray she keeps seeking
I was made perfectly
To hurt so much to not be heard
So I can heal so many of being heard
I can bear the yoke of not being heard
It is light for me
Does not mean it does not hurt
It is my cross/mat to carry
I gladly carry it as I follow Jesus
He hears me
Delights in me
If many listened to me
I may delight
Or be overwhelmed with so many relationships
To prioritize
God is merciful
Only putting on the hearts of few to listen
Only putting on one heart to listen
The way I like to be heard
Thankful for your mercy and grace
Lord, God
I pray you continue to reveal the countless ways
My relationship with Sendy
Is so beautifully like that of you and I
And your glorious plan for humanity