20250928
After chipping away the shackle of anxiety
I was brushing my teeth with my leg elevated
I was walking backwards as if I were upside down
What if I could go backwards enough to reverse the injury (aka speed up the healing)
*snatched**
TV series where walking backward slows down your facial aging
**
20250928
Throbbing ankle from backpacking, volleyball, then middle school paint socking was overplayed
Fiber Sea salt water, started laundry, iced and wrapped and elevated ankle
Then gummy
Reminiscing about the Middle School event admission church last night
I remember mentioning to Eddie:
That disobedient child refusing to follow the rules of a single successful attempt of achieving the goal to hit the dunking target is why I struggle (aka... have anxiety) over the spirit of anxiousness being present when I am alone with the situation of being surrounded by the children of the enemy
*Snatched*
A beautiful mind movie
Inside out movie
*
Carry a stone each time you feel anxious
Realize what it is
Remember each time it happens
Remember can give that over to God
God will tell you what you need to do next
That child needed more discipline
That child needed more attention to understand why he was being disobedient
Why did that make me feel uncomfortable?
I do not know how to discipline without physical punishment
20250926
After getting my participation trophy
Being angry at the way things are
Like mean people
Or bad people
Or stubbing your toe
Or missing the bus
Or being late
Is as good as being angry at the rain
Or gravity
You can spend your life defying it
Fighting it
Controlling it
Sheltering from it
Or learn of it
Flow with it
Be of it