Tag: dreamin

  • Post dang dinner

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    Flaking bad after cigars last night

    I could friend zone someone

    Just as you are doing to me now

    Cut the romance

    Honestly was not ready after the breakup

    But thought it was the universe timing

    Tried it

    Did not connect

    I was going to be friend

    Just as you are to me now

    Still a glimmer of hope in her eyes

    Where would all my plants go

    Not emotionally available

    J will write all the reasons why he thinks it will work

    S will write all the reasons it will not

    Update agreement

    Knowing boundaries

    Final thought
  • Special flame

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    Dream of community gathering

    Several mothers talking

    I came into kitchen to steal a tasting of the food

    “do not stick your (to me) your fingers in the food”

    I know better, I used a utensil to put into my hand

    “It is a special type of fire for the Lord when you gather in the Lord’s name outside of the church organizing”

  • Deepest cut

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    Sitting doing The Chosen Bible study after I did my rooted bibles study

    Thought train left the book to prophesizing about a life with Sendy… 🔗

    And how it would look intertwined with the current reality

    Then the devil intervened

    To add the correlation to my father’s unfaithfulness to my mother

    And how Sendy knew what I communicated as my deal breaker

    And used it against me