LamMoving

Tag: GodWink

  • Happyface

    After applying

    I recalled the question from Lance

    That echoed the question from Dino

    “Johnson, why are you so happy all the time?”

    Dino sees me only serving

    Lance asked a follow on

    “is it deep seeded and fake?”

    It used to be

    I get less prying questions if I am smiling

    God blessed me now

    To be joyous in Him

    I do not need to fake it

    It went from head knowledge of what a happy person looks like

    When the heart is aligned with God

    To experiencing transformation

    Of the heart forming

    I was acting the part

    Before I got the role

    Sore spot transformed into source of genius

  • Application

    20251218

    Snoozed to 5:15 and took a breath brushed moisturized new lavender squat

    Read 219 chosen gospel

    Fellowshipped with Lance at 6:30 at the coffee bean

    Complimented my fervor toward the Lord

    Complimented my ability to recognize sermonization vs personal application

    Complimented my ability to show up and doubt from the inside

    Rooted from sore spot

    Of being marked off with a lower grade for not being able to apply concepts learned in school

    Why were tests so different than homework?

    So I want to know how other people personally apply it

    I read the same literature textbook as the class

    So summarizing and paraphrasing the textbook does not help me

    I want to know how you personally applied it

    Because I cannot bridge the mental textbook teaching

    To real life experience

    I am looking for a rabbi of concepts

    In addition, not as ancillary, to the law

  • Self control

    20251211

    I am willing

    I confess my body desires sleep

    At 0525 while brushing moisturizing

    God graced me with the knowledge to not use so much jojoba in hair before bed

    Otherwise it will be itchy and flaky in the middle of the night

    I noticed sleep

    I took it captive

    Suppressed it

    Matthew 26:41
    Where Jesus tells His disciples to "Watch and pray, that ye enter not into temptation: the spirit indeed is willing, but the flesh is weak"

    Control the flesh

    Sleep is just the flesh

    Respect it as it is needed in this world

    Pay to Cesar what is Cesar

    But the law of sleep is under the authority of God

    Matthew 28:18
    "And Jesus came and said to them, 'All authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me'" (ESV).

    Jesus did not need slept

    Control the flesh

    Do not allow sleep to reveal itself

    Matthew 6:17
     "so that your fasting may not be seen by others but by your Father who is in secret. And your Father who sees in secret will reward you".

    Act as though you are not tired

    Do not neglect it and abuse it

    It still has power

    Control your joy lever