20251008
Late wake gummy at 6
Laid in bed with elevated leg
Eventually awoke to an extra elevated breathe
Then danced around
Rekindling my joy of the morning
I have not had this flavor of joy for a while
Since on travel
Where the rules are different
Than in my own space
Spirit of doubt echoed joyous morning vice
Spirit of discernment graced
Thank you for visiting
I am now strengthened
In my conviction
Do not envy my blessings
As I shall not envy your blessings
20250928
Moving forward to church after moving backwards
As I put my water bottle in the car
I thought to myself
So not leave home an empty water bottle!
Why is that?
I am not concerned about carrying water bottle around with me traveling from room to room at home
This is different cuz you are not at home
But I am going home to Mission Church
Where I know it is safe
They will have water for me to drink
20260926
In the midst of evicting the sinful “should” spirit
A revelation… 🔗 Graced me of
*snatched*
Buddhist monks are unparticipatory angels modeling joy
If they truly embody beatitude..
They see God the Father
They live according to His pleasing laws
..
*Snatched* Buddhist remodel
Hinduism
I was looking for a Buddhist role model
Revelation... 🔗 Did not know what Ghandi believed in
Ghandi stayed Hindu after meeting and studying Jesus
Jesus is real
And is who He says He is
But maybe Ghandi is saying
You can go to God the Father
Just as well as going to God Jesus
I need Jesus to anchor me
Maybe He is able to see Jesus as the best friend He is
Who serves His Father
As we should
Equally
..
They only pray to align with God's will
However
They do not hear
His call to participate
We read backwards order from writing
Oldest text first
The closer we get to the end of the text
The closer we get to the present
Easy to be seen in scrolling text down down to up
Like credits to a movie
Then think about text scrolling at the bottom a of screen
Like wall street news
If we try to write forward (prophecy)
The newest text is first
The closer we get to the end of the text
The closer we get to the present
Reading a script
…
*snatched*
Mountaintop view
Of time tunnel
Look around
Past is seen and done
Yet vast with infinity to reveal
[Like kings, stories, plants, animals, concepts]
Present is living
Vast with infinity to reveal
[Like current events, celebrities, sports, wall street stock market, food conventions]
Like cartoon should rock..
Future hard to see clearly
Vast with infinity to reveal