202604170615mh7f6
Struggling for 0505 rise
Gummy motivation inhale brush squat salty tea candle
Rave Jesus radio
Intentionally dancing
Volleyball dance
To think about my physical sphere of influence
Zakar (remember) opponent range of capability
Zakar three points to defend
Be on guard for those three
Circle of visible influence
Circle of audio influence
Mental influence
Spiritual influence
202603230613mh4f7
Woke at 4 and needed to potty
Anxious about training Zen
Waited until 5 so we can both potty same time
Decided not to cuz cold and tired
Layer back down
Prayed for strength
Since it was the Lord’s hour
The first and best of my day
Was I malnourished?
No
I ate plenty all day yesterday
Was I mentally exhausted?
No
I knew what I could be doing
No simulations necessary
Was I spiritually depleted?
I just had Sabbath Saturday and the Lord’s Day at church
Twice to volunteer
It is spiritual battle
My purpose is under siege
Just move
Train potty to reduce marking
Morning routine
Recognize the warfare
Final thought
202603111416m1f3
Swirling in despair
I pray and cry to the Lord to help me
Open the Bible to Mark of the parable of the tenants killing the son
1 chronicles of David’s messengers being humiliated by Hanuman
Isaiah 45:10 to not question the Lord’s Will and He has a plan thru Jesus
It all points to Jesus
Jesus was the perfect fruit of the spirit
Live like Him and produce fruit
Jesus is the answer
Final thought