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Tag: prayer

  • Same same

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    – Potty flex

    – Shower pause

    – Fridge anxiety

    Body busy buzz

    Mind busy caffeine

    Soul may be unencumbered

    To do as it wishes

    Without distractions of tomorrow

    Or food

    • Sabbath
      • Bryce shutdown periodic clean out
    • Joy seeker
      • Understands long suffering patience
      • Immediate gratification unsatiating
      • We both have child like joy. Their joy was worship. Their curiosity was prayer. Just innocent curiosity of creation
      • Only able to enjoy as much as the more powerful is willing to share
        • I am satiated with what I know. Everything more is a bonus
    • Feel every muscle
      • Feels everything

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    After the doc visit

    I went to finish my rooted homework week 8 day 5

    Phil 4:11-13 is common to Sendy And i

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    But different

    Faithful in spirit, unfaithful in body

    Faithful in body, unfaithful in spirit

    Same connected in spirit to the Holy Spirit

    Same desire for truth

  • Love me like you

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    Like you by metya

    I have been lamenting to you Lord

    You have told me that man should not be alone

    My heart yearns for a helper

    You have sent me the Holy Spirit to help me

    He uplifts my spirit and gives me strength

    Though I am still of this world

    I yearn a worldly helper

    Lord God you have blessed me with experiencing unconditional love here on Earth

    I petition that you allow me to continue to have it

    I pray that Sendy comes to you Lord

    I am convicted that you are real

    I am convicted that you are the way

    I shall not worship other idols

    I shall not be led astray

    If she can only come in this way

    Then I will only choose the promised land instead

    Lord, I pray you take her away from my heart

    If I cannot have her to wed

    I will love her forevermore

    She will only be in my life if it aligns with your will

    Cuz she has loved me more than anyone ever has in this world

    But she cannot love me like you

    I found my home in you

    And there is no going back now

    Thank you Lord for pursuing me

    Constantly

  • 1031 bursting

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    My moms fears

    Worries about me

    I am worried about her driving

    Then teach her

    Worried about her capability to take care of herself

    Then teach her

    I do not know what she wants to do

    She does not know either

    How do you know what you want to do?

    By doing then finding out you like it

    Then want more

    She has not had enough time to like something

    To know she wants it

    Have you asked?

    Ask (aka… 🔗 seek… 🔗)

    He shall answer

    Knock

    He shall answer

    So long as you search for the answer

    ** snatched cartoon

    I want something blue

    Like a bike or a flower or a…?

    I want something blue!

    Ok ok here is a blue baton that you will use to win the championships but only after you train a bunch

    Why do I want a baton, now?!

    I want something blue

    Like a shirt or a shoe or a….?

    I want something blue!

    Ok ok here is a rock that will be your favorite reliable rock because it has always been faithful at picnics to hold down the napkins that has driven you mad in frustration so many times

    Why do I want a rock, now?!

    …

    **

    Wow what a good listener
    To be good at anything
    You must have a lot of practice
    You must have been trained by others 
    You must have an inborn gift of hearing
    You must have been listened to so much
    Wait..
    Counterintuitive
    Seek rest song by Jon Henninger, Austin Sebek triggered
    Chosen season 2 episode 3
    Mourning shows the depth and of a feeling
    **Snatched describe the story and probability of 3 photos of joy and background and foreground
    **
    Counter intuitive
    To have pain
    Is to painfully be away from joy
    Joy put in the desire to be listened to...
    Joyfully
    My painful memory as a child
    Mom guilted 
    To guilt dad
    To boy who was not comfortable
    Showing disingenuous affection
    To someone I have not before
    Nor shown much to me
    Not understanding why me
    Not understanding why to him
    Not understanding why you wanted him for you
    Not understanding why you wanted him for me
    Not understanding why you allowed her in this house

    Do you want me

    To be joyful?
    I think you do
    You are addicted to seeing the depths
    Instead of staying joyous
    You know how to be joyous
    Do you not want to stay here?
    Thank you by Isla vista worship. Ow God smack