20250928
Moving forward to church after moving backwards
As I put my water bottle in the car
I thought to myself
So not leave home an empty water bottle!
Why is that?
I am not concerned about carrying water bottle around with me traveling from room to room at home
This is different cuz you are not at home
But I am going home to Mission Church
Where I know it is safe
They will have water for me to drink
20250928
Throbbing ankle from backpacking, volleyball, then middle school paint socking was overplayed
Fiber Sea salt water, started laundry, iced and wrapped and elevated ankle
Then gummy
Reminiscing about the Middle School event admission church last night
I remember mentioning to Eddie:
That disobedient child refusing to follow the rules of a single successful attempt of achieving the goal to hit the dunking target is why I struggle (aka... have anxiety) over the spirit of anxiousness being present when I am alone with the situation of being surrounded by the children of the enemy
*Snatched*
A beautiful mind movie
Inside out movie
*
Carry a stone each time you feel anxious
Realize what it is
Remember each time it happens
Remember can give that over to God
God will tell you what you need to do next
That child needed more discipline
That child needed more attention to understand why he was being disobedient
Why did that make me feel uncomfortable?
I do not know how to discipline without physical punishment
20250926
I allowed my frugal sin to prevent me from writing
I wanted to maximize security, photo capability, and contribute to the group in usefulness of having phone
So much so I only used my phone for photos
Turned it off quickly as I got into bed
In the future, I desire to write down my daily log