202603270706mh2f8
Walk Zen airport brush inhale banana apple
Hebrews 1:9 NLT
[9] You love justice and hate evil. Therefore, O God, your God has anointed you, pouring out the oil of joy on you more than on anyone else.”
Praying to overflow of joy that I can fill any cup nearby
Jesus is the spring of joy
Final thought
202603260624mh5f7
Wake wallow brush squat
New to resist turning in place
I forgot the source of the mental mark
I remember I wanted to have my 5am God Worship time be candle lit
Strange how a candle has the temp of the sun
Even in a drop of a flame
It is mesmerizing
We are allowed to watch it
Without burning our retina
Unlike the sun
The light of the word
Came as a humble drop of the sun
Of God the Father
Had the power and authority of God
Yet came down to be accessible
To us
For love
Respect the ability to destroy
Take comfort in the warmth
Feel safe in the light
Enjoy the show
Warm the fruit of the spirit
202603230613mh4f7
Woke at 4 and needed to potty
Anxious about training Zen
Waited until 5 so we can both potty same time
Decided not to cuz cold and tired
Layer back down
Prayed for strength
Since it was the Lord’s hour
The first and best of my day
Was I malnourished?
No
I ate plenty all day yesterday
Was I mentally exhausted?
No
I knew what I could be doing
No simulations necessary
Was I spiritually depleted?
I just had Sabbath Saturday and the Lord’s Day at church
Twice to volunteer
It is spiritual battle
My purpose is under siege
Just move
Train potty to reduce marking
Morning routine
Recognize the warfare
Final thought