Tag: worship

  • First in last out

    20260926

    In the midst of evicting the sinful “should” spirit

    A revelation… ๐Ÿ”— Graced me of

    *snatched*
    Buddhist monks are unparticipatory angels modeling joy
    If they truly embody beatitude..
    They see God the Father
    They live according to His pleasing laws
    ..
    *Snatched* Buddhist remodel
    Hinduism
    I was looking for a Buddhist role model
    Revelation... ๐Ÿ”— Did not know what Ghandi believed in
    Ghandi stayed Hindu after meeting and studying Jesus
    Jesus is real
    And is who He says He is
    But maybe Ghandi is saying
    You can go to God the Father
    Just as well as going to God Jesus
    I need Jesus to anchor me
    Maybe He is able to see Jesus as the best friend He is
    Who serves His Father
    As we should
    Equally
    ..
    They only pray to align with God's will
    However
    They do not hear
    His call to participate

    We read backwards order from writing

    Oldest text first

    The closer we get to the end of the text

    The closer we get to the present

    Easy to be seen in scrolling text down down to up

    Like credits to a movie

    Then think about text scrolling at the bottom a of screen

    Like wall street news

    If we try to write forward (prophecy)

    The newest text is first

    The closer we get to the end of the text

    The closer we get to the present

    Reading a script

    *snatched* 
    Mountaintop view
    Of time tunnel
    Look around
    Past is seen and done
    Yet vast with infinity to reveal
    ย  [Like kings, stories, plants, animals, concepts]
    Present is living
    Vast with infinity to reveal
    ย  [Like current events, celebrities, sports, wall street stock market, food conventions]
    Like cartoon should rock..
    Future hard to see clearly
    Vast with infinity to reveal

  • Lazy Should…

    20260926

    Lots of selections of candy this morning, thanks to old stock and Ashnic86

    Woke up at 5am and realized how lost I was

    Decided to bite off half of a jumbo quarter of a millionth of a gram

    It is perfect

    “It” is God


    Reminiscing of the notAfan… ๐Ÿ”— Fellowship yesterday

    Something I learned at Mission Church
    Do not "Should"
    On people
    -Amom-Duh

    My first sentence in the first post I was writing was going to be something like:

    I should have written a daily log while backpacking

    I was conscious of not “should-ing” on people like my sister above.. stated

    However

    Was I not conscious of “should-ing” on myself

    When I removed the spirit (/literal word)

    There was a lot hidden underneath it..

    Working more to search for different words

    Lead me to my sin

    Soon it was revealed and I rewrote it as:

    I allowed my frugal sin to prevent me from writing


    Another splitting node as I wrote of order

    Personifying / spiritualizing “should”

    Attention snatched again by yesterday’s fellowship

    Jesus sitting on edge of bed
    Lovingly watching me brush my teeth
    So I joyously bopped around a bit
    -Snottress

    I have done something similar

    To personifying Jesus

    So that it is easier to imagine

    That He knows me personally

    Like a real good friend

    That comes over to hang out

    Whatever my anxiety (/shame aka sin)

    He is comforting

    Doing the same with the word “should”

    Helps deter

    From using/doing it


    *snatched to beatitudes..

  • Lost coast trail backpacking

    20250926

    I allowed my frugal sin to prevent me from writing

    I wanted to maximize security, photo capability, and contribute to the group in usefulness of having phone

    So much so I only used my phone for photos

    Turned it off quickly as I got into bed

    In the future, I desire to write down my daily log