20260419mh5f6
Prayed this morning
That if I am putting the chariot before the horse
If I am asking to do your will
Before asking how to listen
Before asking how to respond to you
Slow me down
To have a better relationship with you
Before doing anything in your name
Before doing anything for you
To understand how you communicate
With me
Specifically
Because I listen differently than anyone else
The lense
You affixed over my eyes
See differently than anyone else
Word of the day
Isaiah 55:6 NLT
[6] Seek the Lord while you can find him. Call on him now while he is near.
I asked BflyMary gummy tolerance reset yesterday
Then decided to double gummy today
Double inhale
Brought me slowly up to just shy of where I used to be
With one inhale
Yet perfectly
To where I feel connected
With all senses
Sitting with Zen and writing this post
Isiah breathed on my prayer
Stop thinking volleyball mechanics
Stop incessantly snacking
Seek
Ask
I am here
Final thought
As I always am
My actual thought I digressed
This whole post
Is to seek His face, before His hand
Daily bread song
I am eating yogurt on couch
Zen next to be
Anxiously fixated on my bowl
God’s creation is constantly at work
We ask for His disruption for our desire
Instead of understanding His creation
Walking along side it