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My moms fears
Worries about me
I am worried about her driving
Then teach her
Worried about her capability to take care of herself
Then teach her
I do not know what she wants to do
She does not know either
How do you know what you want to do?
By doing then finding out you like it
Then want more
She has not had enough time to like something
To know she wants it
Have you asked?
Ask (aka… 🔗 seek… 🔗)
He shall answer
Knock
He shall answer
So long as you search for the answer
** snatched cartoon
I want something blue
Like a bike or a flower or a…?
I want something blue!
Ok ok here is a blue baton that you will use to win the championships but only after you train a bunch
Why do I want a baton, now?!
I want something blue
Like a shirt or a shoe or a….?
I want something blue!
Ok ok here is a rock that will be your favorite reliable rock because it has always been faithful at picnics to hold down the napkins that has driven you mad in frustration so many times
Why do I want a rock, now?!
…
**
Wow what a good listener
To be good at anything
You must have a lot of practice
You must have been trained by others
You must have an inborn gift of hearing
You must have been listened to so much
Wait..
Counterintuitive
Seek rest song by Jon Henninger, Austin Sebek triggered
Chosen season 2 episode 3
Mourning shows the depth and of a feeling
**Snatched describe the story and probability of 3 photos of joy and background and foreground
**
Counter intuitive
To have pain
Is to painfully be away from joy
Joy put in the desire to be listened to...
Joyfully
My painful memory as a child
Mom guilted
To guilt dad
To boy who was not comfortable
Showing disingenuous affection
To someone I have not before
Nor shown much to me
Not understanding why me
Not understanding why to him
Not understanding why you wanted him for you
Not understanding why you wanted him for me
Not understanding why you allowed her in this house
Do you want me
To be joyful?
I think you do
You are addicted to seeing the depths
Instead of staying joyous
You know how to be joyous
Do you not want to stay here?
Thank you by Isla vista worship. Ow God smack