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The truth is by Megan Woods by ashnic86
Seeds of doubt
This is Sendy and I
We do not feel Good enough
But I would not change a thing
About you
You grow all on your own
I just want to hold you
Support
However you need me to
To move toward joy
To move toward peace
To move toward love
To move toward God
Same same
Final initial thought
Godwink to dispel seeds of doubts
Jesus rebuked Peter
The rock
Trust only in the Lord
I random digital flip Bible
With prayer to speak to me
Judges 13:23 strummed a heart cord
If my morning routine were wrong
God would not accept the burnt offerings of what my past offers for His kingdom
For Him to use for His Will
If I am eating spiritual fruit
I am following the Good Omens
It is my favorite time
With the Lord
When I can use whatever voice I want
To worship Him
But I am looking for the one
That will allow me to worship as long as possible
So the one that can go the full range of notes
With the lowest effort
To reduce fatigue
God would not have accepted the grain offering
The seeds of my future
The imaginary possibilities of infinity
Any of which God can make a reality
If He is willing
He would reveal
My heart’s desire
He would choose to fulfill
Or mercifully rescue me from
*snatched take punches
To my character
With judgement
Unsolicited advice
Yet no answer
To my questions
** snatched so dumb
How people do not understand
What is righteous
I am so dumb
How am I to think I know everything
I know nothing
But what I do know
Everyone else should automatically know
Because I am dumb
And I know it
Does not have to make sense
To be true
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Attacks on my character
Has been constant in my life
Doubting my ability
To understand banking
To understand how to make decisions
To understand my own desires
To understand my own preference for joy
Such as eating salty food
Or eating sweet things
People did not want to teach me
They said I would figure it out
Meant to be a compliment
But it fed into my worthlessness
To be worth someone’s time/energy
To be spent on