Tag: Zen

  • Pretend to sleep

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    Pretend to not be tired in the morning

    Pretend to do it like you aren’t in pain

    Pretend like you are pretending to be ok

    0530 wake

    Immediate attack

    What is the point of waking up late?

    Stay here and sleep in

    You need more rest

    So tired

    No this is my time with the Lord

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    Even a short time with the Lord

    Is worth it all

    Why dramatically drag on?

    Do with purpose on pace

    Pretend you are not tired

    Or enjoy worship while doing it

  • Instinctual spirit

    In the shade of blue

    I look at Zen

    What looks have I been giving her

    The looks that I have gotten

    Annoyance

    Be happy to see me

    Maybe you were

    But my lens of receiving

    From worthlessness

    Cannot believe it is genuine

    First look

    Recognize

    Instinct react soul spirit shows up first

    Then logos flesh shows up after

    Be genuinely happy to see someone

    Is to know them

    And want to see them

    I know when I see you

    I will be smiling as some point

    …or careful

    This may become sad at some point

    Careful to Recognize spirits

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  • Blue hue

    My Spirits battling

    Just another squeeze of the spiritual fruit

    Reminds me of Sendy

    When seeing the beauty

    Of the blue hue

    At 5 before 6

    That I am sure she has seen it many times

    It is the Lenny kravitz color I have been seeking

    It is painfully beautiful

    Knowing it is fleeting

    Knowing what comes next

    Regular life

    Tiring

    Exhausting

    Chores

    And decision making

    And anxieties

    And joys of overcoming

    But Having to overcome

    A reminder of why pair

    I keep stumbling

    Without someone to help me up

    Painfully connected

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