LamMoving

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  • Woman’s deodorant

    Weirdly transported me to childhood

    Learning to use deodorant from woman

    Because I had no man to teach me

    Alone in the master bedroom

    Trying the things in the medicine cabinet

  • Rhamin framoly

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    Leadership meeting of reflection of hospitable host

    Psalm 23

    Preparing a table before me

    In the presence of my enemy

    The enemy of my mind

    The enemy that tells me i do not deserve to be here

    Or doing it wrong

    Or well enough

    …

    Enjoy the dinner laid out for you

    Put down the hosting Martha

    Savor the moment

    Do not look at the price on the menu

    He has planned ahead

    Even if it is not what you anticipated

    Trust what he has in mind

    And that it is good

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    Compost eating Zen patience

    Crying passing anything more than a few drops of diarrhea

    Licks diarrhea out of shame to clean up

    Or just spiraling and wanting to die

    Self sabotage

    Once my eyes were opened

    At 4 am

    I was empathetic

    I loved her

    Admonished her forcefully

    To stop licking her anus raw

    Soothingly pet her to sleep

    She slept deeply

    Instead of anxiously pacing

    throughout the whole night

    And obligatory allowance out of kennel

    Standing at the door

    And commanding evacuation

    Then passively stating

    To return to slumber

    And returning to slumber

    Earnestly stepping into her paws

    Earnestly feeling through her emotions

    Empathizing

    Is healing