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  • Oversimulate

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    Lord I welcome you here

    To stir any thoughts you want

    I remove coming in with my intention

    Speak to me

    How you do

    For me to notice

    Rev up my rolladex of thoughts

    And randomly grab one

    Graced revelation… 🔗

    In my weakness you are strong

    This is how you have passion

    Overthinking was a weakness

    In my worthless

    I stayed outside of the conversation

    Out of the spotlight

    Of the conversation

    It shall be my thorn as well

    If I do not stay there

    I dominate the atmosphere

    Neutralizing the atmosphere

    I can keep control of the death of my emotion

    Thru Christ Jesus

    He has dominion over death

    I can keep my eyes on the goal

    The foot of the cross

    I will steal the spotlight

    If I do not actively stay out of it

    I could get spotlight hungry

    Since I did not have it much

    I kind of want it

    But I can be a glutton

    On anything

    All-i-can-eat buffet

    I-can-eat-a-lot

    *snatched broken rules

    To know when

    Or just stay within in

    I am now passionate

    About getting Sendy back

    Nothing I do

    Matter in the grand scheme of the Lord

    I am nothing

    And that is amazing

    Maybe I will just show up at her door right now

    Break her rules

    Because I would just be testing myself

    In a noticeable fashion

    If I am aligned with His Will

    Just stay within the rules

    Do not be hastey

    By breaking a known rule

    God can do anything

    Only limited by the boundaries

    Of your thoughts

    If you give it all to the Lord

    He will do things beyond your understanding

    **snatched suppressed testosterone

    A blessing

    I would be a promiscuous man

    I need to actively prune thoughts of every woman

    I would be arrogant

    I would be a very

    I would be unreasonable

    I would be unfair

    I would be unjust

    I would be selfish

    *** snatched manipulative mirroring power

    Weakness of crawling into others minds

    To help them do whatever they want to do

    To help them

    Worthless to be in my own

  • Getting spendy

    Same same Sendy

    Because we realize

    That real Joy is something that money cannot buy

    Godwink

    Spend responsibly
    That does not mean stingy

    Final initial thought
  • Faith in God

    I lost my faith in all of humanity

    So I put my faith in God’s death

    And he has not let me down

    And he has led me back to you

    Because you are good

    And you are loved

    By him first

    Then by me

    You had faith in me to let me see your deepest wound

    I did not leave

    I tried my hardest

    In my own strength

    To show love

    To be gentle and kind

    But I could not do it alone

    I needed your help

    You were not willing to help

    So I turned to God

    And he gave me strength