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  • Helping the helper

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    Psalms 27:9 NLT
    [9] Do not turn your back on me. Do not reject your servant in anger. You have always been my helper. Don’t leave me now; don’t abandon me, O God of my salvation!

    I was the helper

    Turns out I have had backup without realizing it

    Hyperfocus is a gift

    Washi paper Lighting for Lambulance graced

    You have always been with me

    Final thought
  • Messy house

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    “Sorry my place is a mess”

    What? It is so clean

    Compared to my place

    Conversation that echoed

    As I was squatting and scrubbing the stain on the tile

    Then another

    Then another

    Then the cabinet door

    This place is a mess this close

    Standing up it does not look that bad

    But down here in the weeds

    It is pretty dirty

    Not super gross

    Just needs a quick wipe

    Revelation rhythm cleaning

    And anxiety

    And anxiety relief

    Abide in the rhythm

    Final thought

    P.S. Sendy Nugget

  • Two tree sermon

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    Bring your problems to Jesus

    Baptize them in the Living Water


    Not a fan of my neighbor’s mannerisms

    Yet love them

    Constantly question and test

    Even the pastor

    Pay attention

    God wink at mission church parking

    Frank and Michael relationship


    Empty the wraith from the cup


    Holy Spirit pray you help me see them

    Like you see them


    Do not react until you bring it to God


    Increase patience

    By baptizing your thoughts in God


    Repent/confession

    Rips out of your flesh

    And puts it on the alter


    Pray

    Unfulfilled desires and put it on the alter

    Pray

    Until I get peace that surpasses all understanding


    Continue to pray

    Not just one session

    Not just before eating

    Not just every morning

    Every moment until you get your answer


    The kingdom of God

    Is a living reality

    Not a framework

    Not equally yoked with darkness

    Nor sin

    Nor others that practice sin

    Not natural with my new nature


    Marriage

    The coming together of two worldst

    Two become one flesh


    Must serve someone else’s vision

    Work

    Scriptural

    You cannot take the kingdom by force

    Cannot only inherit it (Esau)

    Must be bestowed (Joseph)


    My selfish ambitions are dying at the alter

    That is Good


    Never let go what God has given you


    The more power

    The more authority

    The more responsibility

    The more trust

    Requires more patience

    Requires more humbleness

    Required more gentleness

    Requires more connection to the vine

    To produce the fruit of the vine

    To whom much is given

    Much is entrusteda

    And judged by the same rule


    Fear is beginning of reality

    Sincerity matters


    Mentally saw a gold dragon the size of the room paw up to the alter

    Like a dog on the window sill

    Jumped back to the church

    Then straight up the heaven


    Pastoring is more like crucification

    Han fame