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Reading wild at heart by John eldredge chapter 10
I rather you do nothing for me
Than do something
To Lord over me
Do not guilt me
I rather figure it out myself
Than be enslaved from spite
So I do not ask
I do not receive
In fear of either
What does it look like for someone
To do something
Not out of obligation
With no expectation of reciprocation
Out of love
Only one Lord
Final initial thought
Who is humble
Sendy did not do this to me
She showed love in this way
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Exploring my joys
Means also exploring my desires
I have been enjoying slow morning
Not being in a rush
My desire is to not be rushed
My desire is to peacefully
Calmly
Do what I need to do
Then
Do
My desire is to lose myself
To the worship music
To dance
To sing
My desire to rest
In the Lord
And feel no pain
And be present in my body
In my current surroundings
Safely
Comfortably
I have been nomadic
So long
Sojourning
My greatest rest I have found
Is to let go of my anxieties
Not sleep many hours
To awaken groggy
And still tired
When I can move
Freely
Free from pain
Physically
Mentally
Spiritually
What is left is the soul of gratitude
I will constantly come here
To rest
Daily
As much as I can
What do I desire to do before coming back?
Making the space more comfortable to worship in
To get there more efficiently
To have more time there
To be at my best
To not waste my time being tired there
I will try to be awake
Even if I do not feel awake
To squeeze the fruit
From different perspectives
Different angles
Different layers
Different realities
Different music
Different devotional
What else do I desire?
Physical is easy
Mental is easy
What does my soul desire?
What I eat
What I drink
What I wear
Sendy is the same
I see you
Final initial thought
Godwink Matthew 6 by tekoa, roy mckenna, mark barlow