Category: spiritual

  • Self dying

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    Excited to wake up at 4:45

    Not excited to face the cold outside of my bed canopy

    Move!

    Threw some clothes into laundry wool, take a deep breath, brush squat, moisturized

    Start The Chosen Bible study homework season 2 episode 7

    I constantly gave up my view and perspective and opinion to keep peace to the anger

    I do not like anger

    I do not like to see it

    I will avoid it by changing myself

    By willingly allow myself to be killed

    Reflecting dead eyes

    To keep the peace

  • With us

    We both have compassion

    Jesus’s Holy Spirit was with us

    Before we knew who he was

    Beautifully placed God Divine timing

    As I am praying about this thinking about this and aligning my will to his

    I am talking about how Cindy’s old clothes were not complete me wrong

    She saw how good God’s creation is

    She saw the sinful nature of man

    She missed the compassion of Jesus

    Because she did not look within

    She was blinded by what she was without


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    Good wink validation

  • Not a big deal

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    While still in the waiting

    Revelation… 🔗 graced of this being a big deal

    I do not think it is a big deal

    I do not need to tell anyone

    I do not think anyone will care

    I do not want to bother people with my life events

    I do not believe it is worthwhile to bother others with

    My dad did not have that much of an impact on my life

    I only first told one close sister in Christ

    Then told one close brother Christ

    Then told another

    Until it was revealed to be a big deal


    Microcosm started at baptism

    Reverb back to silence