Blessed by the Blessed🙏🙌 playlist by ashnic86
You by Apollo LTD
Just the song that was playing, not actually related
Be childlike
Jesus loves the children because of their heart
When you’re a child, first thing you learn is how closest people to you respond to the world
Using what sense?
None of their five senses are experiencing anything it’s ever known before
The only connections are the spiritual ones That is a feeling beyond our five senses
The spirit is learning how to react to 5 inputs
It knew what it was like to float around
Like flying in a miniature ocean space between organs
All the time
it knew what it was like in a warm, cozy womb
Like being wrapped in a 98°F electric blanket
All the time
It knew what infinite provision is
Like having your favorite meal
All the time
It knew it did not have to do anything, but exist
Like being on vacation
All the time
It knew it
The shock and fear of something completely new
From anything your 5 senses ever experienced
Fear x infinity
When you are one number past your max 10, all numbers are beyond your imagination (aka infinity)
Then you slowly recalibrate every expectation
As a child
They use their feelings the most
They can’t trust the senses that have not prepared them for what they are experiencing before
Maybe their spirit
Vaguely remembers that there used to be peace
peace is when it is quiet
Peace is when it is calm
Peace is when you have the right amount of provision
Provisions of everything we call womb
Peace is when you hear the mother that is always there
Peace is when all the energy around it is at peace when it hears the father
Peace was disturbed sometimes
But that was infrequent and back when it had all of it’s provisions met
Maybe more frequency would have made it less abrupt/harsh/intense/painful/bitter/blinding/shocking/distracting (so distracting it distracted my heart from functioning properly functioning)
But that was back when I had my great comforter mother and father
But that was back when all I knew was what I knew