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  • Wild at heart

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    By John Eldredge

    Spoke to me and aligned with my history

    Sent BflyMary

    Just had a Godwink… 🔗 moment: Wild at Heart book is exactly what I need. I stopped at the part that I understood I was missing a lot of what a boy needed growing up with women and not tested much. Developed “why try” mentality. Weakened me so much thru out life, but now thru Christ everything has changed for me.

    Closed the notebook and book. Looked at the verse of the day… Romans 5:3-4 Rejoice for problems and trials to build character for salvation….. God so Good

  • Realize truth

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    You do not have a revelation about a lie

    You have a revelation about a truth

    You gaslight a lie

    So you do not reveal it

    So you do not notice it

    So you do not bring it to light

    You want to bring light as quick as possible

    But you understand it will be blinding

    So you go as fast as our eyes can handle

  • You never left

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    I think about you

    So often

    After we broke up

    More than just missing you

    More like what it would be like if you were here

    Now

    How much more enjoyable it is

    Not doing anything in particular

    Just being you

    I could not see that about myself

    I hung out with you so much

    I think I got to know you just about as much as I would if we were together

    *snatched reality ripper

    Schizo

    Intense drug trip of paranoia

    Zipper drop in other realities

    Describe the bag

    Jesus returns as Terminator humanoid

    Or as nature

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