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Late wake gummy at 6
Laid in bed with elevated leg
Eventually awoke to an extra elevated breathe
Then danced around
Rekindling my joy of the morning
I have not had this flavor of joy for a while
Since on travel
Where the rules are different
Than in my own space
Spirit of doubt echoed joyous morning vice
Spirit of discernment graced
Thank you for visiting
I am now strengthened
In my conviction
Do not envy my blessings
As I shall not envy your blessings
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If you could do it all over, what would you have done after high school?
- Trinh
I pondered
I have shared with many people in the past that I did not aspire to be an engineer
I fell into it thru passive choice and recommendation from others based on my mathematic capability
I could not think of a convictive answer
May be a farmer
Though through my morning devotional this morning
The prayer prompt to look back and thank God for where He has been faithful and good to me
My true answer is
I would have pursued my faith immediately and fervently
Praise be to God
After being washed away by the waters from the west
Drinking from wrong wells
Doom scrolling
Cup of anger