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  • East of

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    Zen

    We will grow into her name

    Sitting coffee beach pier

    [18] Ishmael’s descendants occupied the region from Havilah to Shur, which is east of Egypt in the direction of Asshur. There they lived in open hostility toward all their relatives.

    Genesis 25:18 NLT

    Many of the exiles seem to be East of where they want to be

    Left from the right

    Go east

    Head to the right

    Head to the righteous

    Do not be left behind

    Do not be misguided in your own righteousness

    “The Great West”

    Is the human conquest to conquer and control

    Illusion

    Heading west is actually heading backwards on timeline

    Irony

    Evolving tech is taking many farther away from God and making our own golden calf

    Imagery

    Head home

    Final thought

  • Zen

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    Whoever Jesus sets free is free indeed

    Vices by Isley

    Jesus set me free of my sins

    So I am free indeed to eat of the spiritual fruit

    Spirit lead me

    By influence music, Michael ketterer

    Gripped me

    And yeeted me into the air

    In gratitude

    Painful gratitude

    For God

    For Jesus

    For the Holy Spirit

    Trust in you even when I cannot see you

    Spirit lead me by influence music, Michael keeterer

    God showed my mind’s eye

    Myself crying alone in the middle of the night after my father left

    For my mother

    And she was sleeping in the closet

    Probably crying

    But I thought it was just to be away from me

    But I trusted her to be there

    At a minimum

    Oh Sendy

    If you knew what it meant

    That I do everything I knew how to do

    I am so sorry i did not know how to do it

    The way you wanted

    But I did not know

    How could I have known

    No one wanted to teach me

    They were there

    So I trusted them

    But no one wanted to teach me

    And I was so afraid of making any mistakes

    Why am I not allowed to make mistakes?

    You do not want to teach me nor allow me to make mistakes?

    So when I found a God who made everything

    That allows me to make mistakes

    And says He is always there for me

    Giving me the righteous rules

    Lightly admonishing me

    Unless I disobey

    Then firmly

    Unless I genuinely did not know

    Then mercily

    Unless I disobeyed when I did know

    Then passionately

    Unless I am a bent reed

    Then gently

    *snatched patience

    I thought I had it

    I was prideful

    I repent

    It was my strength in self denial, self control

    That shutdown my emotions and responses

  • Stay in garden

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    0445 wake inhale gummy inhale brush teeth hair squat worship

    Do not judge me

    Cereal and Coffee

    Are there rules against this?!

    Why have I not been exploring like this before?

    There is nothing illegal about this

    It is within the rules of not ingesting poison

    There is so much adventure to be had

    The door was 300 spartan kicked down

    Why play only near the fence by the border?

    There is so much to do INSIDE the garden

    *snatched peace on earth

    Is heaven on earth

    To have my anxiety of what to eat gone

    To have my anxiety of what to drink gone

    To have my anxiety of what to wear gone

    ** snatched excited to dress in the morning

    Excited to be seen

    Excited to have your armor on

    to take on the day

    Excited about how it will help you

    take on the day

    **

    *

    Creativity within the rules

    P.S. Less creative / Less Work / more lazy /more convenient to do it using ingredients from outside of the rule