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  • Worship night

    20251009

    After hybrid trains passed

    Distracted from rooted homework

    With deep worship dancing

    We need more at church

    Yesterday Patti mentioned it too

    That is a lot for the worship leader to be singing each week

    Every other week?

    Probably should be once a month

    After baptism

    *Snatched* Sunday church all day
    What if
    Church was open all day Sunday
    Close and lock all office doors
    Main lobby open
    Board games out
    Until evening service
    Worship night once a month before night service

    Pre-recorded mix tape!

    With lyrics on screen

    No child care

    because it is open for them to go too

    No staff needed after start

    because it is open for them to go too

  • Anxious stone

    20250928

    Throbbing ankle from backpacking, volleyball, then middle school paint socking was overplayed

    Fiber Sea salt water, started laundry, iced and wrapped and elevated ankle

    Then gummy

    Reminiscing about the Middle School event admission church last night

    I remember mentioning to Eddie:

    That disobedient child refusing to follow the rules of a single successful attempt of achieving the goal to hit the dunking target is why I struggle (aka... have anxiety) over the spirit of anxiousness being present when I am alone with the situation of being surrounded by the children of the enemy

    *Snatched*
    A beautiful mind movie
    Inside out movie
    *

    Carry a stone each time you feel anxious

    Realize what it is

    Remember each time it happens

    Remember can give that over to God

    God will tell you what you need to do next

    That child needed more discipline

    That child needed more attention to understand why he was being disobedient

    Why did that make me feel uncomfortable?

    I do not know how to discipline without physical punishment

  • Participate

    20251114

    After dancing into me

    I continued my chosen bible study

    Page 75 stated:

    While the zealots were warring, Simon z was watching because Jesus was setting his kinsmen free in a way he could never have imagined. Yes, the lame were made to walk…

    *Godsmack

    The man at the pool (Simon’s brother, Jesse) was making excuses

    Why he was sitting in his sin

    Why he was not trying to be healed

    Why he was trying to do something he did not believe would work

    But once he was able to SEE Jesus

    He turns from his sins

    He walked (participated) in his Salvation

    Through the power and encouragement of Jesus

    Praise the Lord

    Just as I am writing this praise

    Song plays

    Just take it to the Lord 
    By Spencer Boliou, lofi hymns on What a friend we have in Jesus.

    20250926

    Mindmushed by beatitude

    It still spilled into another thought train

    To attempt to discern who/what/when/how is my neighbor