Tag: fellowship

  • Worthy

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    Fellowship with Jacqui

    Touched on qualification

    To do God’s Will

    *Snatched See spirit of soul

    Wade into mess

    of relationship (fellowship, spouse,…)

    You do not connect with a sad soul

    Like you connect with a fearful soul

    Like you connect with an angry soul

    Like you connect with a joyous soul

    Draw toward as comfortor

    Draw back from flames before calmly taming

    Draw up to uplift as you rejoice together

    *

    How dare I (connecting with the prideful soul)

    Question God’s choice

    On choosing the correct person

    To do His Will

    Do you think He does not know

    Who He created?

    Pause who is who?

    People you are trying to help

    People that are helping you

    People that are not helping you

    Unpause

    What he created?

    The situation

    The issue

    The solution

    Then

    Who are you?

    To question His desire

    God’s Decision

    Jesus’ Choice

    To pick

    To think

    To want

    To use you

    Do not question

    Why He chose you

    Question

    Why you are NOT

    choosing Him


    Title anchors me

    My writing digressions

    Loses where I came from

    Realizing you are worthy

    Because God chose you

    Careful not to get arrogant

    For your father choosing you

    As His favorite

    Realizing He has chosen many others

    But they have a different purpose

    Than the perfect purpose

    He has for you

    *snatched accordion time

    Spiritual attack: rushing to get things done this morning

    Negotiating

    interfering with morning routine

    To be efficient

    With my day

    No

    Do the morning routine

    No distractions

    Speed it up

    Do it faster

    Squish the time it takes

    On your life timeline

    Unless it is more important

    That the reason

    For the morning routine

    Keep to the routine

    Know your priority

    Civic duty to be at jury duty on time

    Morning routine

    New tasks

    Based off experience

    You know how much you can speed up

    Your routine

    To have space for new thing

    Yet be interruptible

    And know priority

    *snatched undercover Jesus

    **snatched playing accordion chess

    God allowed Jesus to live

    As any human would

    When He called Jesus to perform

    Knowing Jesus can draw out His time on earth

    If he healed in secret

    But with every miracle He performed

    He knew it drew Him nearer

    To His purpose

    He would have to leave

    Though He wants to stay

    And heal in secret

    He knows the Greater Good

    Of God’s Will

    Be fulfilled

    If He did large miracles early

    He would have still fulfilled His purpose

    Early

    And squished His time

    On earth

    He drew it out

    As long as He could

    To show mercy

    As long as He could

    **

    *

    Run from your purpose

    In fear

    Stretches your timeline

    Fear

    Step into your purpose

    Stretch the joy

    On your timeline

    It will feel tiny

    I am worthy

    Final initial thought
  • Feel everything

    Funly doing dishes

    Functional wash towel rack

    It would be fun

    to get a funner drying rack

    Ladder

    Or both sides

    But then balance tough

    What if one sided

    But keep a counter weight on it

    Straws?

    Chopsticks would be uniform

    Drift wood would look cool

    Rocks!

    Sendy would like this

    I mean me too

    Feeling the music

    I can’t help it, I feel everything

    By Charlene Nash

    Camping at Nevada State Park

    Twitch dancing in hammock with myself

    While sharing a hammock with Sendy

    Then passed it to her

    And she jumped

    Oh you noticed that

    I feel everything

    I get it

    Final first thought
  • Distractions

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    Wake to mom closing door at 0430 on the dot

    Leaving after staying for 3D4N

    Two inhales and a gummy celebration

    Great having her visit

    But throws me out of rhythm

    If you do not think you are anxious

    You have not been graced with revelation

    Of having your ability to automatically inhale/exhale shifted to manual drive only

    It is the highest priority

    You have not been graced with revelation

    Of knowing the creator of the gear shift button

    It is to be feared

    *snatched down to my level

    Depression of bordem

    Lazy to make a game

    Lazy to think of others

    Good volleyball player

    Focuses on self improvement

    To defeat the other

    Command control from partner

    Joyful volleyball player

    Focuses on duration of PLAY

    Focuses on highest score

    From combined players points

    Focuses on uplifting others to your level

    Focuses on improving the opponent

    By not making the 3rd hit absurd to receive

    Showing off superiority

    Make it a game of improving the other player

    If you know they are sensitive

    Then be supportive and constructive

    If they are open to improving

    Then be more assertive in righteous alignment

    **snatched three omen invite

    Perfect timing Liz heart stirs to send me Warrior by Damien Balli

    ***snatched 2v1

    Make sure to bring in the advocate

    Uplift one another

    All are my loved neighborly friend

    Two are one entity

    If one falters to answer the joyful memory

    The other uplifts milestone reminders

    *iv snatched uplift response game

    Out uplift each other

    Response

    Compliments

    Honest

    Each wild response

    Penalized or rewarded

    With two explanations

    Example of complimenting blue eyes

    Does like the color blue and why

    Does not like the color blue then why it is a compliment

    *iv return

    Iron sharpen iron

    Both sides of the net

    Spirit of all players

    Pour more or less into lower cups

    *** return

    Divine timed Godwink #2

    Third

    now that I slowed down

    And sober minded

    Revelation I did not deeply hug mom leaving

    Because she never did

    Forgive and love like a neighbor

    Revelation I did not tell her I loved her

    When she called to report safety

    ***snatched submarine submerge into caverns of the mind

    Radio up to surface

    To trust safely help return to surface

    *** unsnatched

    I over thought calling back

    I, just this morning, made a genuine decision to not use the tools  gathered and formed in this sober minded garage

    (no messaging others revelations)

    Before leaving the garage

    As to be too anxious to use

    Possibly misusing

    Cool off the excitement

    I will not call her

    Until after I leave this garage

    Or

    I will take the next opportunity we interact

    **ring ring**

    phone lights up

    Godwink *3

    As she called to provide more advice

    I told her I loved her at the farewell of the conversation

    She is so used to “bye” being the end of the conversation

    I am not sure she heard before hanging up

    It is all a distraction

    Final thought