LamMoving

Tag: HolyNudge

  • Motivation spirit

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    Woke at 4 and needed to potty

    Anxious about training Zen

    Waited until 5 so we can both potty same time

    Decided not to cuz cold and tired

    Layer back down

    Prayed for strength

    Since it was the Lord’s hour

    The first and best of my day

    Was I malnourished?

    No

    I ate plenty all day yesterday

    Was I mentally exhausted?

    No

    I knew what I could be doing

    No simulations necessary

    Was I spiritually depleted?

    I just had Sabbath Saturday and the Lord’s Day at church

    Twice to volunteer

    It is spiritual battle

    My purpose is under siege

    Just move

    Train potty to reduce marking

    Morning routine

    Recognize the warfare

    Final thought

  • Better Zen

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    During prayer40

    I was seeking joy for Zen

    As I prayed

    The Helper brought to mind

    What I considered as joy

    For myself

    *snatched pride of knowing better

    I did not need to love myself

    Before loving others

    I hated myself

    I can just learn What Love is

    And do that for other people

    I can deny all those things if reciprocated

    Because I would do those for myself

    If I loved myself

    I did not know how to FEEL love

    How to make it heart knowledge

    I only knew what I learned

    Through observation or question

    Not through experience

    **snatched watch somemonkey gift candy to someone they love

    Lamb does the same

    Rejects any in return

    Or self to self

    ** unsnatch

    Others worth to give what I have seen others give others

    Or give them what I observe them to like

    *unsnatch

    Worth giving joy to now

    Worth seeking

    Worth experiencing

    Source of my annoyance to Zen

    Source of the annoyance toward me

    Treat others
    As you want to be treated

    Final thought

  • Lucky trauma

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    Prayer 40 thought

    Perspective from Sendy

    You are 5 years old but now have the salary of a 36 year old

    Lucky me

    It is like I time traveled

    Lucky me

    I met someone that similarly traveled

    How many are willing to travel

    And find their younger self

    Stuck in the past

    Traumatized

    And give them the present

    Of presence

    Everyone has trauma
    Jesus breaks chains
    To be free

    Final thought