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Wake to mom closing door at 0430 on the dot
Leaving after staying for 3D4N
Two inhales and a gummy celebration
Great having her visit
But throws me out of rhythm
If you do not think you are anxious
You have not been graced with revelation
Of having your ability to automatically inhale/exhale shifted to manual drive only
It is the highest priority
You have not been graced with revelation
Of knowing the creator of the gear shift button
It is to be feared
*snatched down to my level
Depression of bordem
Lazy to make a game
Lazy to think of others
Good volleyball player
Focuses on self improvement
To defeat the other
Command control from partner
Joyful volleyball player
Focuses on duration of PLAY
Focuses on highest score
From combined players points
Focuses on uplifting others to your level
Focuses on improving the opponent
By not making the 3rd hit absurd to receive
Showing off superiority
Make it a game of improving the other player
If you know they are sensitive
Then be supportive and constructive
If they are open to improving
Then be more assertive in righteous alignment
**snatched three omen invite
Perfect timing Liz heart stirs to send me Warrior by Damien Balli
***snatched 2v1
Make sure to bring in the advocate
Uplift one another
All are my loved neighborly friend
Two are one entity
If one falters to answer the joyful memory
The other uplifts milestone reminders
*iv snatched uplift response game
Out uplift each other
Response
Compliments
Honest
Each wild response
Penalized or rewarded
With two explanations
Example of complimenting blue eyes
Does like the color blue and why
Does not like the color blue then why it is a compliment
*iv return
Iron sharpen iron
Both sides of the net
Spirit of all players
Pour more or less into lower cups
*** return
Third
now that I slowed down
And sober minded
Revelation I did not deeply hug mom leaving
Because she never did
Forgive and love like a neighbor
Revelation I did not tell her I loved her
When she called to report safety
***snatched submarine submerge into caverns of the mind
Radio up to surface
To trust safely help return to surface
*** unsnatched
I over thought calling back
I, just this morning, made a genuine decision to not use the tools gathered and formed in this sober minded garage
(no messaging others revelations)
Before leaving the garage
As to be too anxious to use
Possibly misusing
Cool off the excitement
I will not call her
Until after I leave this garage
Or
I will take the next opportunity we interact
**ring ring**
phone lights up
Godwink *3
As she called to provide more advice
I told her I loved her at the farewell of the conversation
She is so used to “bye” being the end of the conversation
I am not sure she heard before hanging up
It is all a distraction
Final thought