Tag: JesusNuggets

  • Happyface

    After applying

    I recalled the question from Lance

    That echoed the question from Dino

    “Johnson, why are you so happy all the time?”

    Dino sees me only serving

    Lance asked a follow on

    “is it deep seeded and fake?”

    It used to be

    I get less prying questions if I am smiling

    God blessed me now

    To be joyous in Him

    I do not need to fake it

    It went from head knowledge of what a happy person looks like

    When the heart is aligned with God

    To experiencing transformation

    Of the heart forming

    I was acting the part

    Before I got the role

    Sore spot transformed into source of genius

  • Application

    20251218

    Snoozed to 5:15 and took a breath brushed moisturized new lavender squat

    Read 219 chosen gospel

    Fellowshipped with Lance at 6:30 at the coffee bean

    Complimented my fervor toward the Lord

    Complimented my ability to recognize sermonization vs personal application

    Complimented my ability to show up and doubt from the inside

    Rooted from sore spot

    Of being marked off with a lower grade for not being able to apply concepts learned in school

    Why were tests so different than homework?

    So I want to know how other people personally apply it

    I read the same literature textbook as the class

    So summarizing and paraphrasing the textbook does not help me

    I want to know how you personally applied it

    Because I cannot bridge the mental textbook teaching

    To real life experience

    I am looking for a rabbi of concepts

    In addition, not as ancillary, to the law

  • Finding the enemy

    20251210

    After recognizing the laws of physicque

    I grabbed the spirit of joy

    Then realized I could grab whatever spirit

    I want

    Anger

    Jealousy

    Lust

    Depression

    Frustration

    And bring it to the alter God’s Word