After gaming around
I fell into my dead eyes costume
It convicted (aka… 🔗 inspired/motivated) action
I began writing a sorrowful text to deliver
Once I got the complete thought out
I recognized my selfish desire
Love from afar
Before gaining trust to come closer
Let the message cool off in purgatory
Revisit if conviction is still emerging later
Pause… 🔗
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Allowed to drive at certain age
Does she really matter?
No it is the maturity and physical capability
Allowed to touch source code
Too much responsibility power
Maturity is needed and spiritual capability
Do you want the responsibility to keep the earth rotating?
Jesus was the son of Man
Just as I am
He is filled with the spirit of God
Just as God breathed life into Adam
Just as that same breath is in me
He was privileged with so much responsibility
I am grateful for the powerful rescuer
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I am exactly where I want to be
This is what I wanted…right?
Woke up at 4:50 and the old song that played:
“maybe each time you wake up, God is trying to tell you something”
What are you trying to tell me Lord?
That I wanted to wake up at this time?
I said that as I dosed back off
In, what felt like, a blink it was 5:50
Oy! Get up!
What are you trying to tell me Lord?
That if I wanted to get up at a time
I needed to get up at the time
God will help me do what I wanted to do
So why did I not do what I said I wanted to do
I found the answer to Paul’s question:
Why do we do what we do not want to do
**snatched to prayer to ambulance… 🔗