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Tag: JesusNuggets

  • See you soon

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    5 wake hang sleepwear inhale brush squat moisturize 20% dress day attire

    Sunday morning by Lacrae

    Prayer outro for Kobe Bryant resonated

    Jesus wept (John 11:35)

    I grew up watching Kobe be an exceptional basketball scorer player

    I was saddened by Kobe’s airplane crash

    Envisioning the lyric that we are all just a vapor

    That airplane evaporating in the sky

    The drop of saddness that landed on the hearts of people that knew him

    Reverberated throughout the world puddle

    Kobe Gigi plus 7 lives are as delicate as mine

    The drop lands as hard on a heart as any delicate life does

    As family friend neighbor

    Jesus weeps

    When I was a child

    I wept when I departed from my God family’s home

    I enjoyed my time with them so much

    I did not want it to end

    I was excited for the next time I would see them again

    Layers

    Jesus wept because He was sad for Lazarus’ death

    Yes and

    Jesus wept because He saw Mary and others weep (John 11:33)

    He comforted those that were mourning (Mat 5:4)

    By mourning with those who mourn (Rom 12:15)

    Yes and

    Jesus was saddened by knowing their heart and their unbelief that they will see Lazarus again one day in Heaven

    *snatched* pronoun Heaven

    Not just any park, or playground, garden

    The one and only Heaven

    That the One and Only resides

    *

    Just as the depth of my sadness thought I would not see my God family again

    Because I was young

    With Unregulated feelings

    I did not know how to root in faith

    That I would see them again soon

    Just as the depth of Kobe’s death saddened believers in Christ Jesus were as painful as my neighbor on the street

    No sadness deeper than Jesus for us

    No sadness deeper than ours for the death of Jesus

    Faith in the resurrection

    Takes the bite out of death

    Holy Spirit put Brandon lake song on my heart

    Seeking the title of song lead me to Death where is your sting by Cory Asbury

    Lead me to song’s inspiring scripture

    1 Corinthians 15:55 KJV
    [55] O death, where is thy sting? O grave, where is thy victory?

    https://bible.com/bible/1/1co.15.55.KJV

    Before finding the song name is

    I know a name

    By Brandon lake, Cece Winans

    Faith to see the Lord soon

    Final thought

  • Mental treasures

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    Texting with Ashnic after watching The Chosen S3E3 for homework tomorrow

    Praise the Lord for some refuge in the ashes. I just watched s3e3 for the homework tomorrow. It coincidentally is on grieving. One of the scenes that stuck out to me was at the end when mother Mary was blessed with the memory of Joseph passing down the bit and bridle. We are so blessed to be able to store up fond memories that bring us spiritual fruit of peace and joy.

    Praying for favor for Marley tomorrow and peace for you sis. Love you

    Processing that scene as I was chatting with her

    I sent screenshot to BFlyMary and said

    Store up treasures in heaven….the heaven in your head. The spiritual fruit that was bitten was written all over her face when mother Mary recalled that memory.

    Ref

    Matthew 6:19-20 NLT
    [19]  “Don’t store up treasures here on earth, where moths eat them and rust destroys them, and where thieves break in and steal. [20] Store your treasures in heaven, where moths and rust cannot destroy, and thieves do not break in and steal.

    https://bible.com/bible/116/mat.6.19-20.NLT

    Store up memories that produce fruit

    Final thought

  • Vouch for honor

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    4:15 excited for the 5 am joy so I inhaled up immediately

    Recently back into rhythm of routine

    Disappointed I did not have enough worship wake bake dancing time before the joy of seeing sunrise yesterday

    I talked with DatMike last night for 3 hours

    I felt over shared Mary’s situation

    The responses and questions from DatMike

    Made me feel like I was misrepresenting her spirit

    I found myself defending her honor

    (new to recognizing the sensation)

    **snatched step into memory reenactment

    Recall every sensory Feeling

    Time travel

    **

    That I muddied up to begin with

    **snatched graced with grace

    Shame of over sharing story released

    By praying for guidance

    By replaying the story to God

    And pleading my case

    The Accuser’s statement

    Should not have brought her up at all

    My plead statement

    It was natural/organic

    It was on topic

    It had a purpose of representing how I felt

    It was a fact

    It was in a safe space

    It was confided in safe company

    **

    Distant indistinguishable echoes of Job’s bad friends’ advice

    I was defensive already from conversation

    Because of my holiday choice

    And opinion/advice given

    **snatched deny an itch

    To know flesh vessel denial

    To know flesh vessel rebellion

    Recognize desires/urges to engage in physical activities (the instance that borned this thought: hunger for pizza and social acceptance at Japan planning session) that I confidently know the consequences (LP, risky barking spiders, social implications, stewardship of time)

    Deny a thought of a red apple

    Deny a thought of stubbing your toe

    To know mind denial

    To know mind rebellion

    Recognize forgetfulness

    Recognize derailing trains of thoughts

    Recognize replaying fears

    Recognize replaying of anger

    To know your heart

    ***snatched raised by Family Matters

    I was urkel…

    Urked family

    Who were who matter

    An orphan

    To the main characters

    *iv*snatched snddng is who you are

    Get up and walk

    Wake up to the present

    You merely forgot how to walk

    You may not feel different

    Like when you earned your driver’s license (mind/flesh)

    And how it is a life changing identity

    Capable logic and body

    Find the heart/spirit of change

    When you realize getting a driver’s license is difficult for other people because it is a privilege (age, study, sports, anxiety, cost, availability)

    Nothing about the license has changed except your perception of it

    It forms the perspective of the mind and flesh (comparison, envy, superiority, peace, joy)

    Makes you feel either uplifted or downcast

    You make it part of your identity

    Why license Joy here now

    Why appreciate what you have when you have it

    Imagine given 10k and a jet ticket to your dream vacation

    Taxied to the best restaurant

    Taxied to your most luxurious (appropriate) entertainment

    Imagine you ran out of money

    How do you get around?

    Driver’s license seems less of your idenity

    Do you want to …be healed…I mean go back home?

    How do you get back?

    To the restaurant?

    To the jet?

    Imagine you woke up in the middle of the night confused and forgot you were traveling

    Imagine you were sitting there now and suddenly realized you forgot how to stand up

    Your mind and body can be fooled

    Your heart will bring you home

    Recognize current reality

    You are not being hypnotized

    You are not being sways by the waves and currents of the world

    So long as your home bears spiritual fruits

    Remember who you are

    Remember who I am

    Jsnkhnglm

    Johnson Khuong Lam

    And I thank

    YHWH

    *iv*

    Moms sarcastically admonishes (heart voice)

    Big brotherly advice (heart voice)

    Sisters annoyed of mere presence (mind voice)

    Infrequent aunty more often than not pleasantly welcoming (heart voice)

    Other friends fit in better (mind voice)

    Father was missing from my thoughts (missing heart voice)

    Until I met my Heavenly father

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    Deny what brings your joy now

    To know how your heart rebels

    And recognize how you remember

    Remember God

    Remember Jesus

    Remember Holy Spirit