Tag: nourishment

  • Buzz chaser

    202605021723mh2f7

    0501 wake candle inhale brush uncandle (no kindling fire on Sabbath) coffee peanut butter

    Leisurely explore

    Volleyball quilt

    Volleyball

    Double gummy

    Inhale

    Missing the station

    Went too far

    Nap

    Wake

    Munch monster

    Nothing requiring kindling fire

    Wandering into tomorrow

    Chicken prep

    Conversation with ChatGPT

    Broke down origin story of 1g protein / body pound

    As optimization and body building culture

    Centurions ingest less than 50% of that

    Silly

    I do not want to build up my body that much

    The three day meal prep

    Just became three days for two people

    Or a week long for myself

    I am no longer chasing the buzz

    Of fullness

    I am chasing the buzz

    Of not feeling hungry

    Just feeling at peace

    No chasing a feeling of drunkardness

    Of uselessness

    Of being full

    And hindering alertness

    Thrill of the chase
    Of peace

    Final initial thought
  • Worthy

    202604300508mh6f8

    0435 wake candle gummy inhale potty dress hair brush squat peanut butter coffee latte dance

    Fellowship with Jacqui

    Touched on qualification

    To do God’s Will

    *Snatched See spirit of soul

    Wade into mess

    of relationship (fellowship, spouse,…)

    You do not connect with a sad soul

    Like you connect with a fearful soul

    Like you connect with an angry soul

    Like you connect with a joyous soul

    Draw toward as comfortor

    Draw back from flames before calmly taming

    Draw up to uplift as you rejoice together

    *

    How dare I (connecting with the prideful soul)

    Question God’s choice

    On choosing the correct person

    To do His Will

    Do you think He does not know

    Who He created?

    Pause who is who?

    People you are trying to help

    People that are helping you

    People that are not helping you

    Unpause

    What he created?

    The situation

    The issue

    The solution

    Then

    Who are you?

    To question His desire

    God’s Decision

    Jesus’ Choice

    To pick

    To think

    To want

    To use you

    Do not question

    Why He chose you

    Question

    Why you are NOT

    choosing Him


    Title anchors me

    My writing digressions

    Loses where I came from

    Realizing you are worthy

    Because God chose you

    Careful not to get arrogant

    For your father choosing you

    As His favorite

    Realizing He has chosen many others

    But they have a different purpose

    Than the perfect purpose

    He has for you

    *snatched accordion time

    Spiritual attack: rushing to get things done this morning

    Negotiating

    interfering with morning routine

    To be efficient

    With my day

    No

    Do the morning routine

    No distractions

    Speed it up

    Do it faster

    Squish the time it takes

    On your life timeline

    Unless it is more important

    That the reason

    For the morning routine

    Keep to the routine

    Know your priority

    Civic duty to be at jury duty on time

    Morning routine

    New tasks

    Based off experience

    You know how much you can speed up

    Your routine

    To have space for new thing

    Yet be interruptible

    And know priority

    *snatched undercover Jesus

    **snatched playing accordion chess

    God allowed Jesus to live

    As any human would

    When He called Jesus to perform

    Knowing Jesus can draw out His time on earth

    If he healed in secret

    But with every miracle He performed

    He knew it drew Him nearer

    To His purpose

    He would have to leave

    Though He wants to stay

    And heal in secret

    He knows the Greater Good

    Of God’s Will

    Be fulfilled

    If He did large miracles early

    He would have still fulfilled His purpose

    Early

    And squished His time

    On earth

    He drew it out

    As long as He could

    To show mercy

    As long as He could

    **

    *

    Run from your purpose

    In fear

    Stretches your timeline

    Fear

    Step into your purpose

    Stretch the joy

    On your timeline

    It will feel tiny

    I am worthy

    Final initial thought
  • 202604260538mh6f7

    Candle inhale shirt brush squat potty castor coffee latte dance

    Bursting at the seams

    Question everything

    Endless love blessed me by Bianca Silver, Kamikwazi

    Candle best position at belly button

    Illuminates ideally

    Physically comfortable to carry

    Easiest first movement from there

    Ceiling shadow funny tiny handle stretched

    That is how much I help when I reach out

    My hand is huge closer to my heart

    Keep moving routine

    How comfortable with routine

    And how clean the house

    To know where all the obstacles are

    Preventing calm peaceful

    Continuance of routine

    With only the tea candle

    Turn away

    When opening the fridge to get coffee

    It blinds like the power of God

    It even reverberates for some time

    Just feel

    And trust

    You know

    As much as you need to

    Know

    To get what you need

    By reaching in

    And feeling

    With your hand

    And seeing it

    With your mind

    Then switch back

    To your body eye

    *snatched day dreaming

    Is mind eye and body eye aligning

    Done at a young age

    Brings creativity

    Done as adult is planning

    Done as Christian is surrendering to God’s Will

    *

    Hurry up!

    Do

    what I know I need to do

    So I can get to pure worship at Jesus’ feet

    Ok!

    What else do I need to do

    Hurry!

    Before time is up

    And sunrises

    Signaling the excitement of seeing the sun

    Simultaneously the end of getting up from His feet

    To join Him walking into the garden

    *snatched useless gratitude

    We would be useless

    If we knew the gravity

    Of God

    Every moment

    Get to work

    But I just want to be at His feet

    It would be difficult

    To focus

    On anything

    If I was dumbstruck

    Of His vastness

    Or in tremble

    Of my insignificantly small

    existence

    Of the gratitude

    For His

    Mercy, Grace, Generosity, Justice, Peace, Power, Patience, Sacrifice, Salvation

    For His

    Son

    Spirit

    *

    The signal today

    Of the incoming signal

    Writing this

    To look up

    And lose my shadow

    The incoming signal

    Of sunrise

    Start with Jesus

    Final thought

    P.s. I do not need to inhale. Like I do not need much food, water, clothes. Discern appropriate use. Not required to conjure creativity