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0440-0515 tired anxiety in bed
Zen sniffs me to get up
The name is going to fit her well one day
Brush squat dress for the day inhale
Read wild at heart by John Eldredge for book study with DatMike
Pg 10 took me for a tangent
After talking about a boy’s nature is to desire battle, an adventure to live, and a beauty to love
All resonate with what was not modeled, encouraged, and in some instances, quelled
Into a self denying, passive, flowy personality
*snatched to consistency
I heard a gear shift in my head and the image of a white silly cloth unwinding clockwise to be closer to being made creaseless and clean
Revelation graced… 🔗
What I did not receive from my uprising as a boy to be aman
I did receive an important notion
My most emotional moment of leaving the Tran family
May not have been (to me) appropriately comforted
Ultimately I was comforted when I was brought back to them
Consistency is key
I was not the happiest I could have been
But I was the happiest I had experienced
**snatched could should
Excommunicate could and should from lexicon
They are words of worry and anxiety
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Sendy had the complementary experience
Complimentary
Final thought