Tag: randomThoughts

  • Snap snap

    202603100633mh6f8

    Psyche by ki Alexis

    Snap snap bass dance

    Have not had a release in a while

    Maybe only once since the snip

    No guilt no shame

    Checking in with chaptgpt convo regarding weakness

    Regarding using the right materials/process to operate the vessel

    The Lord speaks into experiencing the now

    Using all the tools you have

    All your senses

    Physical, mental, spiritual

    Physically 5 senses

    Mentally your attention and simulation generator

    Spiritually your emotion attached to it

    Response tools

    Physical tense/flex/engage

    Notice tension/pain/weakness/power/flow

    Mentally

    Focus

    Spiritually assign emotion

    Do not worry about what you are eating tomorrow night

    Pop the worry like you pop the thought

    Do not worry about what people think of your looks

    Similarly

    Pray

    The replay

    Of a moment in time

    Of shame

    Invite Jesus with you

    Refocus on the circumstance

    Realize you did not need to worry

    When you know God used that moment

    To create something better in me

    Later

    Some I see now

    Like patience, listener, subtle ADHD, easily entertained in my mind

    *snatch air head

    I can air head

    I can shut it all off

    I can engage just enough muscles to feel floating

    Painless

    Control breathing slow

    *

    Some I do not see

    Like unmusical, uncarpenter, anxiety swirl

    Physical fruits

    Powerful/unweak/ease to tense/ease to sustain/painless

    Mental fruit

    Ease of focus, ease to sustain, minimal simulations

    Spiritual fruit

    Patience, peace, gentleness, joy, love, kindness, faithfulness, self control, goodness

    Align 3 in 1

    Final thought
  • Messy house

    202602181037mh2f8

    “Sorry my place is a mess”

    What? It is so clean

    Compared to my place

    Conversation that echoed

    As I was squatting and scrubbing the stain on the tile

    Then another

    Then another

    Then the cabinet door

    This place is a mess this close

    Standing up it does not look that bad

    But down here in the weeds

    It is pretty dirty

    Not super gross

    Just needs a quick wipe

    Revelation rhythm cleaning

    And anxiety

    And anxiety relief

    Abide in the rhythm

    Final thought

    P.S. Sendy Nugget

  • Stay in garden

    202602120613mh6f6

    0445 wake inhale gummy inhale brush teeth hair squat worship

    Do not judge me

    Cereal and Coffee

    Are there rules against this?!

    Why have I not been exploring like this before?

    There is nothing illegal about this

    It is within the rules of not ingesting poison

    There is so much adventure to be had

    The door was 300 spartan kicked down

    Why play only near the fence by the border?

    There is so much to do INSIDE the garden

    *snatched peace on earth

    Is heaven on earth

    To have my anxiety of what to eat gone

    To have my anxiety of what to drink gone

    To have my anxiety of what to wear gone

    ** snatched excited to dress in the morning

    Excited to be seen

    Excited to have your armor on

    to take on the day

    Excited about how it will help you

    take on the day

    **

    *

    Creativity within the rules

    P.S. Less creative / Less Work / more lazy /more convenient to do it using ingredients from outside of the rule