Distractions

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Wake to mom closing door at 0430 on the dot

Leaving after staying for 3D4N

Two inhales and a gummy celebration

Great having her visit

But throws me out of rhythm

If you do not think you are anxious

You have not been graced with revelation

Of having your ability to automatically inhale/exhale shifted to manual drive only

It is the highest priority

You have not been graced with revelation

Of knowing the creator of the gear shift button

It is to be feared

*snatched down to my level

Depression of bordem

Lazy to make a game

Lazy to think of others

Good volleyball player

Focuses on self improvement

To defeat the other

Command control from partner

Joyful volleyball player

Focuses on duration of PLAY

Focuses on highest score

From combined players points

Focuses on uplifting others to your level

Focuses on improving the opponent

By not making the 3rd hit absurd to receive

Showing off superiority

Make it a game of improving the other player

If you know they are sensitive

Then be supportive and constructive

If they are open to improving

Then be more assertive in righteous alignment

**snatched three omen invite

Perfect timing Liz heart stirs to send me Warrior by Damien Balli

***snatched 2v1

Make sure to bring in the advocate

Uplift one another

All are my loved neighborly friend

Two are one entity

If one falters to answer the joyful memory

The other uplifts milestone reminders

*iv snatched uplift response game

Out uplift each other

Response

Compliments

Honest

Each wild response

Penalized or rewarded

With two explanations

Example of complimenting blue eyes

Does like the color blue and why

Does not like the color blue then why it is a compliment

*iv return

Iron sharpen iron

Both sides of the net

Spirit of all players

Pour more or less into lower cups

*** return

Third

now that I slowed down

And sober minded

Revelation I did not deeply hug mom leaving

Because she never did

Forgive and love like a neighbor

Revelation I did not tell her I loved her

When she called to report safety

***snatched submarine submerge into caverns of the mind

Radio up to surface

To trust safely help return to surface

*** unsnatched

I over thought calling back

I, just this morning, made a genuine decision to not use the tools  gathered and formed in this sober minded garage

(no messaging others revelations)

Before leaving the garage

As to be too anxious to use

Possibly misusing

Cool off the excitement

I will not call her

Until after I leave this garage

Or

I will take the next opportunity we interact

**ring ring**

phone lights up

Godwink *3

As she called to provide more advice

I told her I loved her at the farewell of the conversation

She is so used to “bye” being the end of the conversation

I am not sure she heard before hanging up

It is all a distraction

Final thought