Safe

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No hangover from a late night dose of Sendy

I was Feeling the vibe

I was not allowed to explore the boundaries

I was told it was not safe

I was shut down to adventure

I was not allowed to anything

I was only allowed to tail along

I was not questioned or berated if I smiled

Fake happiness

I did not know

Where boundaries were to stay away from

I was not allowed to ask

I did not know what I was doing wrong

I was not allowed to ask

You were shown it was not safe when they leave

You were not able to explore your boundaries

Inside of a deep relationship

That journey is tiring

Since it is a new neuro pathway

Since it is tiring it needs to be worth it

You need to stick around for anything

Because I do not know what kind of help I will need

Assume I know nothing

I am new here

Assume I have some imaginary gold chain

That was actually made of lead

Weighing me down

These neuro pathways are a difficult construction site

I will be there for it all

It is safe

Final thought

Outro: Sabbath by Tekoa, Watobi