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Tag: seek

  • Make Him Proud

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    The truth is by Megan Woods by ashnic86

    Seeds of doubt

    This is Sendy and I

    We do not feel Good enough

    But I would not change a thing

    About you

    You grow all on your own

    I just want to hold you

    Support

    However you need me to

    To move toward joy

    To move toward peace

    To move toward love

    To move toward God

    Same same

    Final initial thought

    Godwink to dispel seeds of doubts

    Jesus rebuked Peter

    The rock

    Trust only in the Lord

    I random digital flip Bible

    With prayer to speak to me

    Judges 13:23 strummed a heart cord

    If my morning routine were wrong

    God would not accept the burnt offerings of what my past offers for His kingdom

    For Him to use for His Will

    If I am eating spiritual fruit

    I am following the Good Omens

    It is my favorite time

    With the Lord

    When I can use whatever voice I want

    To worship Him

    But I am looking for the one

    That will allow me to worship as long as possible

    So the one that can go the full range of notes

    With the lowest effort

    To reduce fatigue

    God would not have accepted the grain offering

    The seeds of my future

    The imaginary possibilities of infinity

    Any of which God can make a reality

    If He is willing

    He would reveal

    My heart’s desire

    He would choose to fulfill

    Or mercifully rescue me from

    *snatched take punches

    To my character

    With judgement

    Unsolicited advice

    Yet no answer

    To my questions

    ** snatched so dumb

    How people do not understand

    What is righteous

    I am so dumb

    How am I to think I know everything

    I know nothing

    But what I do know

    Everyone else should automatically know

    Because I am dumb

    And I know it

    Does not have to make sense

    To be true

    **

    Attacks on my character

    Has been constant in my life

    Doubting my ability

    To understand banking

    To understand how to make decisions

    To understand my own desires

    To understand my own preference for joy

    Such as eating salty food

    Or eating sweet things

    People did not want to teach me

    They said I would figure it out

    Meant to be a compliment

    But it fed into my worthlessness

    To be worth someone’s time/energy

    To be spent on

  • Define desire

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    Exploring my joys

    Means also exploring my desires

    I have been enjoying slow morning

    Not being in a rush

    My desire is to not be rushed

    My desire is to peacefully

    Calmly

    Do what I need to do

    Then

    Do

    My desire is to lose myself

    To the worship music

    To dance

    To sing

    My desire to rest

    In the Lord

    And feel no pain

    And be present in my body

    In my current surroundings

    Safely

    Comfortably

    I have been nomadic

    So long

    Sojourning

    My greatest rest I have found

    Is to let go of my anxieties

    Not sleep many hours

    To awaken groggy

    And still tired

    When I can move

    Freely

    Free from pain

    Physically

    Mentally

    Spiritually

    What is left is the soul of gratitude

    I will constantly come here

    To rest

    Daily

    As much as I can

    What do I desire to do before coming back?

    Making the space more comfortable to worship in

    To get there more efficiently

    To have more time there

    To be at my best

    To not waste my time being tired there

    I will try to be awake

    Even if I do not feel awake

    To squeeze the fruit

    From different perspectives

    Different angles

    Different layers

    Different realities

    Different music

    Different devotional

    What else do I desire?

    Physical is easy

    Mental is easy

    What does my soul desire?

  • Similar youngest

    Before I structured my thoughts

    I am unceasingly praying

    To God

    To reveal

    The righteous path

    To be clear

    If it includes Sendy as my wife

    Or if it does not

    Please be clear

    Admonish me

    Do not make the paths look similar

    To one another

    Help me blow the dead leaves

    To reveal

    The right way

    I am nervous

    To be going

    The wrong way

    Fear

    Final intro thought

    I thought about story

    Of the influences

    Of being the youngest

    You received some of the same gifts

    But the way experienced it was different

    Lost joyous spirit

    When neglected

    I felt alone even with people around

    Sendy just takes control

    And leaves first

    I had no worth

    So I took the path of least resistance

    Ate when told to eat

    Quieted on command

    Obedient

    Soldier

    I have a neutrally joyous state

    It takes energy to be angry

    You are the same

    You know how to prioritize

    *snatched do not give up on me yet

    By maverick city music, Ashley hess.. by ashnic86

    I will not give up on your Sendy

    Ever

    Thru thick muds of our past

    Thru thin delicate feelings

    *

    *snatched level up stats

    Number of increased concert experienced

    Number of sushis eaten

    Number of treasures acquired

    *

    *snatched sluggard thinker

    What is driving your fear

    Be joyous in being wrong

    About the things that are holding you down

    Whatever is driving the fear

    Will be overcome

    By a Good God

    Hold steadfast to your current joyous truth

    That the same Good God

    Wants you to have more joyous truths

    Like the nature mystic of a waterfall

    Not asking you to imagine something new

    Only the beautiful purple rock of personal experience

    Be ready to release anxieties

    That create a decline

    In the frequency of the joyous truth

    Safely think through the fear

    To free the scared child

    That experienced it

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    The basic necessities

    Then you proceeded to not be lazy

    And actively discovered yourself

    What takes good

    What is more comfortable

    What makes the room more comfortable

    Or make it look better

    Or function better for light distribution

    What will help me sleep better

    Professional relaxer

    You were mostly allowed to decline what you did not want

    Until you learned about the safety factor needed

    To be granted the request

    You took control of the action

    And hermited