LamMoving

Tag: seek

  • Structure thoughts

    After realizing I was not the same

    I thought to

    Make an appendix to the PowerPoint

    I have so much to say

    I only have 7 minutes

    So list title

    Put rationale in appendix

    Multi-media layered presentation

    Think about it

    Final initial thought

  • Not the same

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    Wake inhale gummy brush hair teeth eyes coffee latte moisturize worship dance

    My attention was snatched by background lyrics

    I've got to tell my story (I'm not the same, I'm not the same, I'm not the same)
    -Hero (live) by Amen music, Aaron Moses

    That was the trigger for Sendy that night

    She is not the same

    She is rebranding

    When I said I knew her

    She heard she was the same still

    From when we were together

    But she has grown so much

    Since then

    Just as I have

    We are a better version

    Of ourselves

    We are spiritually connected still

    Going thru growth together

    Even when we were not together

    Around the same pace

    And are both feeling upward in spirit

    New growth

    Does not change the trunk of the vine

    You are the same at the core

    Beautiful

    And now you are blooming

    Fragrantly

    A different state of being

    But still the same soul

    I love

    Steadfast soul

    Final initial thought

  • Rebuttal

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    Inhaled a deep holding breath of prayer

    That the Lord help guide me

    In this little session

    Of nourishment physically (mmm steak)

    Of nourishment spiritually

    Just going about life

    Learning about myself

    Learning I can discover what I like

    Like how to cut a steak

    To make the texture more enjoyable

    Neither are wrong

    One is just more enjoyable

    Subjective

    I do not need validation from others

    To know I enjoy it

    For myself

    Sendy argument: 

    You are going to get bored and leave me again

    Rebuttal:

    I do not get bored

    I get creative

    I was forced at a young age

    To learn how to entertain myself

    My worth tethered me to others

    That were not interested

    In my interests

    I learned how to turn on the screen saver

    I learned how to imagine simulations

    I learned to not share them since I was not asked

    *snatched heaven

    Like rain on a tin roof

    By blessing of for blessed by ashnic86

    *Godwinked I spilled my coarse salt

    That I just bought from WinCo

    As I sang in worship

    I brushed the unsalvageable pieces into the trash

    And it sounded like rain on a tin roof

    As it landed on the paper in the trash can