Tag: seek

20250928

Throbbing ankle from backpacking, volleyball, then middle school paint socking was overplayed

Fiber Sea salt water, started laundry, iced and wrapped and elevated ankle

Then gummy

Reminiscing about the Middle School event admission church last night

I remember mentioning to Eddie:

That disobedient child refusing to follow the rules of a single successful attempt of achieving the goal to hit the dunking target is why I struggle (aka... have anxiety) over the spirit of anxiousness being present when I am alone with the situation of being surrounded by the children of the enemy

*Snatched*
A beautiful mind movie
Inside out movie
*

Carry a stone each time you feel anxious

Realize what it is

Remember each time it happens

Remember can give that over to God

God will tell you what you need to do next

That child needed more discipline

That child needed more attention to understand why he was being disobedient

Why did that make me feel uncomfortable?

I do not know how to discipline without physical punishment

20250926

I allowed my frugal sin to prevent me from writing

I wanted to maximize security, photo capability, and contribute to the group in usefulness of having phone

So much so I only used my phone for photos

Turned it off quickly as I got into bed

In the future, I desire to write down my daily log

After modifying the view on my avatar

I wandered to the thought train… 🔗

Of imagine or prophecy… 🔗

And prioritizing… 🔗

Mushed and stretched the concepts

Do I want to win the lottery?

Yes

Put it as the number 1 goal

Spend your life savings

Sell everything

Borrow money

Steal money

Bad prioritizing

Dial back 10%

Ok pay for rent and food first

Then everything else can go straight to it

Get a poster and plaster it on your wall