This morning is wild
Nothing is a loss
You say
Upholder by Joshua leventhal
Snatched to sendy
Fear of reality shattering
Losing
All the work
Thus far
To learn the truth
It may have been wrong
But nothing is loss
God says
He can use it all
And He
Shown it before
He is faithful
He will do it again
He does Good
All the time
Until it is Good
Swirl up!
No broken piece left behind
Final initial thought
Next train left this morning
Pretending I am someone else
Pretending my body is lazy fighting
Pretending who I want to be
Is parenting me
To be the better me
*snatched released
If someone important to you
Told you to stop
Someone of authority
Told you to wait
Then you pause
To think about the enormity
Of God (‘s power/size/grace/forgiveness/mercy/comfort)
Then told to release
**
So I release
To be the better me
Play the better person
Final initial thought
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Fellowship with Jacqui
Touched on qualification
To do God’s Will
*Snatched See spirit of soul
Wade into mess
of relationship (fellowship, spouse,…)
You do not connect with a sad soul
Like you connect with a fearful soul
Like you connect with an angry soul
Like you connect with a joyous soul
Draw toward as comfortor
Draw back from flames before calmly taming
Draw up to uplift as you rejoice together
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How dare I (connecting with the prideful soul)
Question God’s choice
On choosing the correct person
To do His Will
Do you think He does not know
Who He created?
Pause who is who?
People you are trying to help
People that are helping you
People that are not helping you
Unpause
What he created?
The situation
The issue
The solution
Then
Who are you?
To question His desire
God’s Decision
Jesus’ Choice
To pick
To think
To want
To use you
Do not question
Why He chose you
Question
Why you are NOT
choosing Him
Title anchors me
My writing digressions
Loses where I came from
Realizing you are worthy
Because God chose you
Careful not to get arrogant
For your father choosing you
As His favorite
Realizing He has chosen many others
But they have a different purpose
Than the perfect purpose
He has for you
*snatched accordion time
Spiritual attack: rushing to get things done this morning
Negotiating
interfering with morning routine
To be efficient
With my day
No
Do the morning routine
No distractions
Speed it up
Do it faster
Squish the time it takes
On your life timeline
Unless it is more important
That the reason
For the morning routine
Keep to the routine
Know your priority
Civic duty to be at jury duty on time
Morning routine
New tasks
Based off experience
You know how much you can speed up
Your routine
To have space for new thing
Yet be interruptible
And know priority
*snatched undercover Jesus
**snatched playing accordion chess
God allowed Jesus to live
As any human would
When He called Jesus to perform
Knowing Jesus can draw out His time on earth
If he healed in secret
But with every miracle He performed
He knew it drew Him nearer
To His purpose
He would have to leave
Though He wants to stay
And heal in secret
He knows the Greater Good
Of God’s Will
Be fulfilled
If He did large miracles early
He would have still fulfilled His purpose
Early
And squished His time
On earth
He drew it out
As long as He could
To show mercy
As long as He could
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Run from your purpose
In fear
Stretches your timeline
Fear
Step into your purpose
Stretch the joy
On your timeline
It will feel tiny
I am worthy
Final initial thought