Tag: tremble

  • Rebuttal

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    Inhaled a deep holding breath of prayer

    That the Lord help guide me

    In this little session

    Of nourishment physically (mmm steak)

    Of nourishment spiritually

    Just going about life

    Learning about myself

    Learning I can discover what I like

    Like how to cut a steak

    To make the texture more enjoyable

    Neither are wrong

    One is just more enjoyable

    Subjective

    I do not need validation from others

    To know I enjoy it

    For myself

    Sendy argument:

    You are going to get bored and leave me again

    Rebuttal:

    I do not get bored

    I get creative

    I was forced at a young age

    To learn how to entertain myself

    My worth tethered me to others

    That were not interested

    In my interests

    I learned how to turn on the screen saver

    I learned how to imagine simulations

    I learned to not share them since I was not asked

    *snatched heaven

    Like rain on a tin roof

    By blessing of for blessed by ashnic86

    *Godwinked I spilled my coarse salt

    That I just bought from WinCo

    As I sang in worship

    I brushed the unsalvageable pieces into the trash

    And it sounded like rain on a tin roof

    As it landed on the paper in the trash can

  • Resting companion

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    Feels so good

    To rest

    From standing

    After exhaustion

    Especially when they ache

    *snatched paint a photo of rest

    I will guide you

    Where is your favorite place to be

    When you relax

    What is your favorite activity to do

    When you relax

    Independent of the place

    What is your favorite food to eat

    That brings you comfort

    Who is your favorite person

    That brings your comfort

    That brings you comfort

    That you relax around

    That you put your guard down

    *snatched could do evil

    Could pray evil

    Could you with evil ideas

    Could plot to execute

    Could prepare to execute

    Could play with my self control

    To not press the trigger

    know the ejection button

    To get out of situation

    Could control pressing it

    To endure

  • Trust drug

    Judging a book by the cover

    Trust in a magic pill

    That is too small to see it’s contents

    That cannot be mistaken as natural

    Bias curiosity suppressed

    By promise of healing

    By trading your money

    By trading your time

    By trading by way of money

    Yet believe in a magical book

    Is a leap

    Of faith

    Jesus was given

    A bad reputation

    By people that do not even know Him

    By people that say they know Him

    Yet do not accept Him as a teacher

    Accept Him as real

    Accept Him as a healer

    Accept Him as a savior

    Accept Him as humble

    Accept Him as God

    Accept Him as the sole Judge

    Accept Him as a friend

    By people that do not accept His heart

    Accept His love

    Accept His mercy

    Accept His grace

    Give Jesus one honest try

    One college try

    And realize He is not to be feared

    He never wanted to be

    He just wanted a relationship

    With you

    Trust in the Lord

    Final initial thought

    Just like you cannot see the drug

    Or see it’s immediate effects

    You must trust

    That it is working

    And will not stop working

    Until it completes

    What it intended

    When it entered your body

    Do not sit on the couch

    And pray for its effects

    Only

    Pray gratitude

    Then live your life

    As if it has already come true

    Pretend

    It is already working

    This is the kingdom

    Song by Elevation Worship, Pat Barrett Godwinked

    Pretend

    You are living

    In the kingdom

    Be joyous

    Pretend there is no pain

    Pretend humbly supporting

    Any body ache

    With another body muscle

    That does not ache

    Pretend you are not tired

    Just move at pace

    With purpose

    Only for the duration

    Of the next task

    Then you can rest

    Sabbath

    Final second thought