LamMoving

Tag: VentiMish

  • Happyface

    After applying

    I recalled the question from Lance

    That echoed the question from Dino

    “Johnson, why are you so happy all the time?”

    Dino sees me only serving

    Lance asked a follow on

    “is it deep seeded and fake?”

    It used to be

    I get less prying questions if I am smiling

    God blessed me now

    To be joyous in Him

    I do not need to fake it

    It went from head knowledge of what a happy person looks like

    When the heart is aligned with God

    To experiencing transformation

    Of the heart forming

    I was acting the part

    Before I got the role

    Sore spot transformed into source of genius

  • Application

    20251218

    Snoozed to 5:15 and took a breath brushed moisturized new lavender squat

    Read 219 chosen gospel

    Fellowshipped with Lance at 6:30 at the coffee bean

    Complimented my fervor toward the Lord

    Complimented my ability to recognize sermonization vs personal application

    Complimented my ability to show up and doubt from the inside

    Rooted from sore spot

    Of being marked off with a lower grade for not being able to apply concepts learned in school

    Why were tests so different than homework?

    So I want to know how other people personally apply it

    I read the same literature textbook as the class

    So summarizing and paraphrasing the textbook does not help me

    I want to know how you personally applied it

    Because I cannot bridge the mental textbook teaching

    To real life experience

    I am looking for a rabbi of concepts

    In addition, not as ancillary, to the law

  • Target

    20251211

    After juggling myself

    Livermore fellowship @7@BG’s cafe

    Zeal for God found

    In Revelation of God’s glory

    And prioritizing

    And targeting

    And following

    And participating

    And loving

    And *-ing

    The target of any two people or more

    Is God

    Center it on Jesus

    It will be on God

    Meet the median of group

    Keep eyes on God

    Target on the head of those in the margin

    To align with the absolute target

    With the spiritual help of the average of the group

    Sometimes easier 1:1

    Sometimes easier 3:1

    Creativity of the waymaker

    Discernment of tools

    And harvesters

    Pray to the Lord for more harvesters when the sowing is ripe