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  • Manhood

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    Mark 1: identity first, love first, before service

    Voices that inform me

    Are forces that form me

    Gen 3:16 first failure of manhood was passivity

    Eyes opened, shame enters

    They hide

    Who told you that

    Blame

    False voice says

    • Culturally says pride is strength
      • James 3:5 – God opposes the proud and grace to humble
    • Hiding brings safety
      • Cost of confession equates silence is a slippery slope
        • James 5: confess to one another
    • Dominate or disappear
      • Get big or small. Harsh or quiet
        • 2 cor 12:9 boast in weakness

    *Snatched James 5 give to God and trust.

    Anyone trying to save their life will lose it

    Be willing to lose it all

    Give it all to God

    *

    Initiation ceremony

    Make it official

    Reject passivity

    Accepts x,y,z

    City church

    Conform to the world

    Or transform by Jesus

    Default to conform

    Or participate to transform

    One dimensional salvation ticket to heaven

    (Greek) To be delivered, to be made safe, made whole

    Salvation saved in eternity plus changes current reality

    Def today: full work of God to forgive, restore , and transform us to be like Jesus

    Col 2:13

    Sin condemns and enslaved thru guilt

    Sin because of brokenness

    Not Sick because of the flu

    We have the flu because we are sick

    No will or discipline will fix sin

    Salvation is divine intervention, not self improvement

    Sin destroys what God loves most – people

    Cannot just ignore and

    ON the cross Jesus took what belonged to us for us to take what belonged to Him

    Sin made us homeless. Removed from Eden. Removed from the father’s house

    Lost their identity. Lost their inheritance. Lost the provision

    Saved from and what we are being saved for

    Jesus knew what he was saving us for

    Buy out of the marketplace

    Redemption not the goal

    Adoption was the goal into sonship

    Opened the door (better than forgiveness and freedom)

    Gal 4:7

    We all want to go Home

    Sojourn, yet seeking Home at the father’s house

    God is not done with you as a believer. He will finish a good work

    Phil 1:6

    You didn’t find God, God found you

    We are being saved

    Being transformed

    Until Christ returns

    While in the darkest day, Christ died for us

    So when we come to the Lord

    He will say you are already forgiven

    We are not trying to get into heaven

    We are trying to get heaven into us

  • Ephath

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    Prayed this morning

    That if I am putting the chariot before the horse

    If I am asking to do your will

    Before asking how to listen

    Before asking how to respond to you

    Slow me down

    To have a better relationship with you

    Before doing anything in your name

    Before doing anything for you

    To understand how you communicate

    With me

    Specifically

    Because I listen differently than anyone else

    The lense

    You affixed over my eyes

    See differently than anyone else

    Word of the day

    Isaiah 55:6 NLT

    [6] Seek the Lord while you can find him. Call on him now while he is near.

    I asked BflyMary gummy tolerance reset yesterday

    Then decided to double gummy today

    Double inhale

    Brought me slowly up to just shy of where I used to be

    With one inhale

    Yet perfectly

    To where I feel connected

    With all senses

    Sitting with Zen and writing this post

    Isiah breathed on my prayer

    Stop thinking volleyball mechanics

    Stop incessantly snacking

    Seek

    Ask

    I am here
    As I always am

    Final thought

    My actual thought I digressed

    This whole post

    Is to seek His face, before His hand

    Daily bread song

    I am eating yogurt on couch

    Zen next to be

    Anxiously fixated on my bowl

    God’s creation is constantly at work

    We ask for His disruption for our desire

    Instead of understanding His creation

    Walking along side it

  • Distractions

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    Wake to mom closing door at 0430 on the dot

    Leaving after staying for 3D4N

    Two inhales and a gummy celebration

    Great having her visit

    But throws me out of rhythm

    If you do not think you are anxious

    You have not been graced with revelation

    Of having your ability to automatically inhale/exhale shifted to manual drive only

    It is the highest priority

    You have not been graced with revelation

    Of knowing the creator of the gear shift button

    It is to be feared

    *snatched down to my level

    Depression of bordem

    Lazy to make a game

    Lazy to think of others

    Good volleyball player

    Focuses on self improvement

    To defeat the other

    Command control from partner

    Joyful volleyball player

    Focuses on duration of PLAY

    Focuses on highest score

    From combined players points

    Focuses on uplifting others to your level

    Focuses on improving the opponent

    By not making the 3rd hit absurd to receive

    Showing off superiority

    Make it a game of improving the other player

    If you know they are sensitive

    Then be supportive and constructive

    If they are open to improving

    Then be more assertive in righteous alignment

    **snatched three omen invite

    Perfect timing Liz heart stirs to send me Warrior by Damien Balli

    ***snatched 2v1

    Make sure to bring in the advocate

    Uplift one another

    All are my loved neighborly friend

    Two are one entity

    If one falters to answer the joyful memory

    The other uplifts milestone reminders

    *iv snatched uplift response game

    Out uplift each other

    Response

    Compliments

    Honest

    Each wild response

    Penalized or rewarded

    With two explanations

    Example of complimenting blue eyes

    Does like the color blue and why

    Does not like the color blue then why it is a compliment

    *iv return

    Iron sharpen iron

    Both sides of the net

    Spirit of all players

    Pour more or less into lower cups

    *** return

    Divine timed Godwink #2

    Third

    now that I slowed down

    And sober minded

    Revelation I did not deeply hug mom leaving

    Because she never did

    Forgive and love like a neighbor

    Revelation I did not tell her I loved her

    When she called to report safety

    ***snatched submarine submerge into caverns of the mind

    Radio up to surface

    To trust safely help return to surface

    *** unsnatched

    I over thought calling back

    I, just this morning, made a genuine decision to not use the tools  gathered and formed in this sober minded garage

    (no messaging others revelations)

    Before leaving the garage

    As to be too anxious to use

    Possibly misusing

    Cool off the excitement

    I will not call her

    Until after I leave this garage

    Or

    I will take the next opportunity we interact

    **ring ring**

    phone lights up

    Godwink *3

    As she called to provide more advice

    I told her I loved her at the farewell of the conversation

    She is so used to “bye” being the end of the conversation

    I am not sure she heard before hanging up

    It is all a distraction

    Final thought